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joyce twenty - one registered nurse and i truly love my job! i love my family and i'm proud to be a chc member, from CJ zone, alice's cg nothing beats living life to its fullest potential More than words.
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Friday, November 18, 2005
time will heal all w0undswhee!!!!!haha...a little high n0w...t00 early in da m0rnin t0 be bl0ggin i guess...haha...g0nna g0 f0r tuti0n later...dunn0 wad time cummim back..th0u 0f meeting pple later... it feels as if 0's is already 0ver...bt its nt!there's like tw0 m0re papers!and kn0w wat?i jus cleared my r00m ytd nite...and its s0 clean!was like tellin l0tsa pple tt i was w0ndering if tt's my r00m...s0 unbelieveable larz....super clean...n0 b00ks at all..haha...cleared all da b00ks and packed int0 3 bags...0ne fer meimei...0ne f0r huijie and 0ne f0r edmund..mama was asking me if i've finish my exams and i happily said n0..haha...she was like..."ni ya0 ba ni de tai can fen jia ar?"haha...super funny kan...can't wait t0 clear the last stack 0f b00ks 0n my table...bi0 b00ks... ytd met k0rk0r n daph..passed dem sumthins...den went t0 eat w dem..wanted t0 eat fishballs bt da stall cl0sed lia0z...sadz...in de end i ate this fish that tasted s0 yucky...eek!haha...w0 ya0 chi yu yuan!k0rk0r..i'm waiting fer u t0 buy me yu yuan!hahaha...tupid daph say her face getting r0under cuz 0f da fishballs..n0 such things k! it may nt be intenti0nal tt u were s0 fierce..bt i jus wanna let u n0e tt if u need sum0ne t0 talk t0 0r vent 0ut 0n..there's always me... jus 2 m0re papers!
Thursday, November 17, 2005
time will heal all w0undsthis is like tw0 days since i've updated lerz...had a math paper 0ne 0n wed..than ge0g ytd and i've jus finished a math paper tw0..in shert' i've t0tally cleared a math!yeah!haha..that was 0ne subj i c0uldn't wait t0 clear..haha..twe m0re papers and i'm 0fficially d0ne with 0's...g00d g00d...haha wed my uncles and aunties came and we had steamb0at f0r dinner...watever...and my ah ma was jus telling my aunt hw my 0ther same age c0usin study like mad and i'm like s0 relax...haha...i w0nder t00..ate al0t...was msging daph wen she t0ld me sumthin sh0cking...nt g0nna say bt...if u say u didn't d0 it..i believe y0u...ya...hmm.... thurs was ge0g paper...best part was i 0nly studied like 3 t0pics and all three came 0ut...agriculture and devel0pment...was quite glad wen i saw da paper...hehe...went hm and sleep till abt 2 plus b4 g0in t0 daph's hse...was supp0st t0 meet eileen and d0 a math bt she c0uldn;t wake up...t00 tired i guess...was talking t0 daph after k0rk0r left...we were at da bus st0p waiting fer sly and j0 t0 return w my stuff...was jus telling her my new disc0very abt humans...humans are wierd creatures...they are super g00d at c0ns0ling their friends as th0u they are the least affected if tt is t0 happen t0 them...but the fact is that they themselves are nt even healed a little in their hearts...isn;t tt s true?aft tt...t00k cab hm...as usual...sent sly hm b4 g0in back..wadever...haha.. the day began w heavy rain in da m0rnin..what a thing...paper tw0 was much easier than paper 0ne...seri0us...well..i'm always the wierd 0ne...wadever...aft tt went fer lunch w mich.t and genie at parkway...jack's place...de service attitude was bad....seri0usly bad...and nw...i'm preparing t0 sleep...tired..haha...aft tt k0rk0r and daph cummim 0ver t0 take things... feeling fer sum0ne is jus like energy...it cann0t be destr0yed..neither can it be regenerated..it can 0nly be c0nverted int0 an0ther f0rm..ur feelings f0r a pers0n will never fade away...its 0nly where y0u have hidden that feelings r wh0 have y0u transfered that feelings 0nt0..st0p deceiving y0urself... a math!!!!argh!!!
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
time will heal all w0unds0k0k...i'm like watching bubu cha cha n0w...s0 kinda distracted...haha...0pps...anyway...lets's start w ytd...hmm... as said...went t0 k0rk0r's ah g0ng's hse t0 study ard 2 plus...s0 tupid larz.....was tricked by themm da wh0le day...first was kerk0r using daph's ph0ne t0 msg me and i all al0ng th0t tt it was daph...what rubbish larz...then was eileen...call me using k0r's ah g0ng's hse da ph0ne than fake as k0rk0r..thank G0d i was smart en0ugh t0 realize tt...haha...was like studying a math fer a little while until daph n k0t w0ke up fr0m deir aftern00n nap...den we 0rdered f00d...daph's fren came 0ver...if i'm nt wr0ng she's called j0lene....nt t00 sure...bt she happily jein in the fun in tricking me as well...say wad her ph0ne gt virus and all...cuz i wanted t0 send tis s0ng 0ver mahz...wadever...stayed dere till 9 plus...tupid k0rk0r was chanting " w0 ya0 chi yu yuen..b0ing b0ing de yu yuan" that g0t eileen crazy...haha..den we watched tng xin yuen...that gt me this sudden craving f0r fishballs...haha...was pestering daph and k0rk0r t0 buy yu yuen f0r me...specia thanks t0 daph and k0rk0r f0r walking dwn willingly t0 buy yu yuen tang f0r me...thanks!!!!haha...bt by da tym dey came back i was like sleeping!!haha... g0ing t0 prepare f0r sch00l s00n...gt a math paper...nitemare...dunn0 wad m i g0nna d0 als0...jus a D7 and i'm satisfied...hmm....bef0re i end, let's sing eileen a birthday s0ng!its her sweet sixteen t0day! happy birthday t0 y0u! happy birthday t0 y0u! happy birthday t0 eileen~~~ happy birthday t0 y0u! and i wanna tell sum0ne...i didn't mean it t0 have hurt y0u...i really didn't kn0w that it w0uld turn 0ut like this...i'm s0rry...i will try my best t0 salvage the situati0n..i w0n let any0ne say anythin further...believe me i'm missing u
Monday, November 14, 2005
time will heal all w0undswhat rubbish can...jus read meimei's and hafi's bl0g...w0n't da tw0 0f u jus put dwn ur pride and talk t0 each 0ther?whatever....really d0wan t0 see da tw0 0f u like tis....perhaps u nv n0e hw much u mean t0 me that's y u nv understand the hurt i feel as well... ytd gt tis tupid lizard dr0p its tail larz...i was freaking scared..haha...was like screaming in da kitchen..thanks t0 dar...her msg came in and scare da lizard cuz da ph0ne was like vibarting 0n da table...da tail jus kept jumping and i jus kept screaming!haha...was s0 w0rried tt da lizard w0uld die w/0 da tail...till mich t0ld me tt da tail will regenerate back and it w0n die...k..i'm a little sl0w....hehe.. hmm....later g0nna g0 k0rk0r's ah g0ng's hse study...agn...haha..can't wait f0r everithing t0 be 0ver...than can play...i'm like cuntin dwn t0 da end 0f 0's larz...next few subj all can kill...a math!!!!argh!!!!hey all 0 levelers!jia y0u jia y0u!!its jus a few m0re days and we're d0ne w it!!!!yeah! *i miss u like nv b4...hw i wish things had nv change...cuz its wen u're g0ne that i realize hw impt u r t0 me... happiness + anger = confusion
Sunday, November 13, 2005
time will heal all w0undswas happy like mad ytd..at least there was s0mthin t0 kip me smilling...until lyk aft svc..things were g0ing back t0 n0rmal...haiz...but i was really happy ytd... went hm w yinjie and da rest...sry can't really rmb ur names cuz all new faces...i'm nt gd at rmbing faces matching dem w names..yupz..all alighted s0 early...in da end i alighted w tiffany at bed0k..she l00ked sadz...s0 decided t0 wait w her f0r her bus...bt she didn't n0e...jus st00d dere w her...by da time i reach hm was like alm0st 10.. slack fer a little while started studying agn...ha...bt i ended up 0nline...was talkin t0 w.c...he was kinda c0unsellin me..hmm...abt wad?nt g0nna say here...bt at da same tym i was c0unselling meimei...h0w amazing rite..hahaz... ard 12 den seri0usly started studying...a math!0ut 0f all subj!b0 bian...paper jus 0n tue 0ni...haiz...studied till 1 plus...bt g0t stuck at this tupid sum...called t0 ask nette bt she als0 dunn0 hw d0...s0...as usual...jus packed up and prepared t0 slp...wad rubbish rite...msg dar dar my usual =) b4 i slp...she was like mus study hard...den i rmb wat mich say...if i get D7 and ab0ve she'll treat mi...bt i still fell asleep...like wadever... hmm...an0ther 9 m0re days and i'll b d0ne w it....g0nna earn m0ney gif my ah ma...sumtimes i really feel tt th0se pple r nt fit t0 b her grandchildren...they kan b eating dwnstairs w their galfriend n nt b0thered t0 cum up t0 even say hi...haven they ever th0u 0f all she've d0ne f0r them?!wat c0ld-bl00ded creatures they are.... *d pers0n wh0 used my meimei's name in hafi's tag* let me warn y0u...better dunch try t0 b funny...u tink its fun t0 use her name?dun let me find 0ut hu u are...this is the last warning t0 y0u..y0u better leave the b0th 0f them al0ne!afterall y0u're jeal0us that they are cl0se friends when y0u d0n have 0ne! happy day!! =)
Saturday, November 12, 2005
time will heal all w0undshmm..jus shat with her 0nline..was like s0 happy larz...immediately clicked and 'screamed' her name..haha...she asked if i'm att...cuz 0f my msn nick..and hu's da 0ne i miss...0pps.... nahz....t0ld her she's da 0ne sh super sh0cked larz...bt she said she was happy...s0...hmm..-grinz- g0nna prepare t0 g0 church lerz...t0day g0nna haf lit pple...b0th da a levelers nt cummim..deir marmie dunch let...can't blame t00..rite?hehe...happy day t0day!!! aniway...jus did a bl0g fer my 'bel0vered k0rk0r'...spent s0 much time d0in larz...u guys free g0 take a l00k @ my master piece..haha...happy happy... -grinz- -grinz- can't seem t hide the j0y in me...haha.. y0u r the j0y 0f my life jus thinking
Friday, November 11, 2005
time will heal all hurtsA Friend.. is a tissue when you can't stop crying .. A Friend.. is a shoulder when you feel like dying .. A Friend.. always listens when you have something to say .. A Friend.. is a week when you need a day .. A Friend.. is a crutch when you have a brokenheart .. A Friend.. is some glue when everything falls apart .. A Friend.. is a sun when the rain just won't stop .. A Friend.. is your'mom when you run into a cop .. A Friend.. is a phone call when you can't leave your home .. A Friend.. is a hand when you feel all alone .. A Friend.. is a wing if you want to fly .. A Friend.. understands without knowing why .. A Friend.. is an ear for a secret to tell .. A Friend.. is an aspirin when your head hurts like hell .. A Friend.. is a love that can never let go .. is that really true? i'm still searching f0r that answer 2nd day 0f 0's...
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
time will heal all hurtsthis is like 0nly e sec0nd day 0f 's...s0 far all da papers nt bad...0nly da tupid eng jus nw....da v0cab r lyk.... -embellishment -velic -debility -v0raci0usly -infernal what rubbish rit?wen i saw i alm0st faint!!0verall...quite alrite larz... hmm....-s0me0ne- left 0n sunday...d0n wanna say her name cuz i have already g0tt0n 0ver it...nt g0nna cry 0ver it anym0re...als0 n0 p0int lerz...s0...yupzz...mayb its stress 0r i may jus b t00 sensitiv...e dist between me and friends r gettin further and further...i'm like s0me autistic child...its 0k larz...anyway its jus an0ther 5 m0re days t0 see each 0ther...d0esn't matter that much t0 me....cuz i have already l0st faith in friendship...maybe its time f0r me t0 really wake up fr0m that fantsty 0f mine... announcement
Saturday, November 05, 2005
time will heal all hurtsback to update the blog... hmm...long time since i did this lerz...cuz my hse com da keyboard spoilt..hehe..stupid right.... nw in church using da com...nette nagging at me...asking me to do something more useful...what is this?! haha...aniway...got my new phone today..happy happy...hehe...hmm....this blog would be going thru upgrading...done by my dearest cousin...angel....haha....thanks alot! hmm..i've like made my decision to go nursing...but still thinking abt it...cousins like give advice but all they say abt da same....persue ur dreams... hmm....i won be updating fer a long time...most prob until after o's ba...gonna be stuck with books and after that i will jus dump all da books away! yeah!waiting for day to come... dar - hmm...don be sad sad k...mus happy de....sad sad mus tell me...i'll make u smile! coy - happy birthday! 21 lerz...mus grow up k? haha... jus another day
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
time will heal all hurtseven thou its like in the morning now... kan tell that today's gonna be a bad day... tis mornin...marmie ask if i study at home...think my ah ma must have told her that i haven been studying...jus told her that de enviroment is nt condusive..kinda stupid excuse..but whatever... stupid throat is killing me...with the additional of cough...gonna die..whatever larz..nothing really matter much to me now anyway...not as if anyone cares... gonna collect my phone later..hope its ready...if not can't be sure i won scream at that person...wadever larz...jus kinda fed up with things around me...what kind of world is this... at this rate...tink my o's cannot make it lerz..haiz... dar - read ur blog jus now...don be so sad k...let time heal ur wound... bored
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
time will heal all hurtshaha...suppost to go for tution...but ended up poning again...can't stand it...no mood study now...not at all...wondering how am i gonna make it thru o's...haha..hmm...nw at nie's hse...using com...cuz my hse da keyboard spoilt larz... i jus realised that angel's studying abt com de lorz...tink i very slow...jus nw at daph hse also..mich and daph talk so long than i realised i don understand anything at all...is sumthing wrong with me? cannot be larz...horz...haha...i so strong where will xiang bu kai...maybe cuz o's comin...too stress...haha...what rubbish... for u... no matter where you go...to me..you are jus beside me..even if i have to deceive to myself about it...i will...cuz i cannot afford to lise...without you..its as if my world had collaspes...when everything began to rise up against me..my only consolation was that i had you...but why God had taken you away from me as well...WHY?!you were the one who gave me hope for tml..you were the one who picked me up from depression and now you are also the one pushing me back into depression....why...... |
Goodbye.
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