Let me hear you call my name.
joyce twenty - one registered nurse and i truly love my job! i love my family and i'm proud to be a chc member, from CJ zone, alice's cg nothing beats living life to its fullest potential More than words.
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rememberance.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
time will heal all w0undshaving paper tml..HS1031, sociology... but i got no mood to study..the stack of papers jus turns me off..i can't seem to contain any into my brain..how i wish i can jus burn those papers, drink it down n tml i'll do well..ha..wishful thinking yeah~ thot of going out for dinner..wanted to meet nette after the b.s..but who knows her b.s last min cancelled..thot of gg fengshan market...but she dowan travel to far...think she's tired too..and i also don really wanna travel..cramps larx...haix..we'll c how then.. i seem to be able to communicate with the cg people better nowadays..there seem to be a link..maybe cuz i' m learnin to control my countenance..lol.. no school fer e past 3 days..suddenly i miss the sch food..the sandwich...lol... i miss my sec sch days..study days are like a privillage..'pon sch w/o havin to get mc' kinda thing..lol..n the days where mich n i wil go parkway lib to study...and she really makes sure i study..we'll try to drag genie, ce, jess along..but v hardly they'll come along...don ask me why..then the coffee frm starbucks, dinner at parkway...studyin till late..i miss those days..those days when we'll sabo one another in class..fool ard..prank call one another in class.. and yes, intensive chinese lessons..it was like intensive fun = picnic lessons..i rmb chen lao shi askin the whole class to read the passage..then me n mich will read in all sort of dialect..tryin to be funny, entertainin ourselves.. math lesson..those who didn't do those exam papers as homework will sit outside the class..than wanying n all will do down n buy food..coke n fries...stil can smile at ms chua when she walks by.. indeed that was the past...i never believed when people tell me sec sch days are the golden years in your school lives..at that point, sch was jus bad..everyone jus wanted to get out of SAC..but now...people are remembering the joy, the fun, the love frm each other in sec sch days... its jus another phrase in life i guess... time passes so fast..its the end of poly yr 1 sem 1..another month i'l be out in attachment..its already amost a year since i'm out of SAC..the past few months..i've really learnt alot of things.frm my workin experiences, life in poly..the change in teachers' attitude..the mindset of poly students..the danger and tension that are constantly felt in class.. it has made joy stronger..less vulnerable...and i'm sure many of you feels the same too..sometimes i'll jus breakdown and cry..i'l ask myself...what are you doing? i miss sec sch days! i dowan to be in poly! i wan back my clique! not sayin that the grp of pple i mix in ch are bad..there are stil some frens that are buddy buddy..but its v little..you'l nv know what the gal sittin next to you is thinkin..one moment she smile at you..the next moment she stabs you.everything is unpredictable.. i've been thinkin abt it..i wanna learn back music..maybe i'll go back to c.c..or join another orchestra..somethin is missin in my life..since exam break for O's..i've nv touched any instrument..that love n passion is missing...it was part of my life..you can kill me but i won let anyone insult c.o..mayb cuz that was what that made me a better person..it changed my attitude..esp with my seniors guiding me...loving me..and my chers being nice to me..to the extend that many pple wil ask me to help them when cher doesn't approve their reason of absence..and it trained my determination..the determination to show the BDS n Maris people that sac gals are not weak..they learn fast too..i rmb going gor co on mon, fri, sat, sun..4 days a week..which later increased to mon, thurs,fri,sat,sun when i took over the leadership role on c.c..and everyday durin the sfy period...the love for c.o had nv fade..i want back the feelin..to express myself thru music..thru the songs i play, the notes i strike.. alrites...joy had been tokin alot of rubbish..u guys mus be wonderin 'when is she gonna finish typing'..and yes..i shall end off here.. |
Goodbye.
michdaph huiying nanny raisa genie dewei denny victoria ci en xingjuan |
