Let me hear you call my name.
joyce twenty - one registered nurse and i truly love my job! i love my family and i'm proud to be a chc member, from CJ zone, alice's cg nothing beats living life to its fullest potential More than words.
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You know you love me, too.
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Monday, September 25, 2006
time will heal all w0undscan i say i seriously feel useless? u may think i'm having mood swings but i'm not! stop tellin me u understand how i feel cuz i don feel ur understanding! i know how much i value... i finally know my importance.. yuen lai wo she me dou bu shi.. wo zhi shi ni men shou zhong de wan ou.. pls..if u wanna preach to me, make sure u are able to do yourself if u're unable to do so, u're nt qualified to lecture me, or to instruct me others may say, "u mus learn joyce" but can anyone see my effort? can't u see the effort i'm putting in to lead a normal life? u think its easy to keep smiling? its not! but if i don smile, the whole world thinks i'm having mood swing that i'm nt doing well that i'm showing attitude that i'm going thru depression but i'm nt! i'm a human too... i'm not some angel from heaven that have everlasting joy i'm nt an angel that can rejoice in all things n never feel sad or angry doesn't anyone see that fact? i have the rights to be emotional too! why is it alrites fer everyone to be emotional but nt fer me? why is it people have to comment me like that? u think its easy for me to put down my past? let me tell u its not! stop tellin me to get over my past once n for all and stop dwelling in it u think its easy? try then! try being abandon alone at home with loansharkes banging at ur door whenu're only 5 try going to sch and being laughed at as an unwanted child try being blamed by ur own mother for causing her divorced try being called a jinx in the family try being all alone by urself in the dark night at the age of 6 try being without both ur parents by ur side while u're growing up try coping with al the emotional hurts all by urself try living a life when u don't have parents to be there to praise you, scold you? try living a childhood without birthday celebrations try being locked out of the house for one whole night when u're only 8 try being looked down by others since pri sch try not having ur parents to love u n show u concern try having ur grandparents to blame u fer causin ur parents failed marriage u think its easy fer me? u may say, but its after so many years...shouldn't u get over it? u try going thru them urself.. before you come to me and tell me to get over and done with it n jus move on.. |
Goodbye.
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