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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
time will heal all w0unds

didn't want to blog de..but thinkin abt what happened today...its really fun..lol..

first lect -- 1027
rosytay nv cum..xiao ding dang took over..than came this cher who sit right behind me, ping, mich...stress!lol..cannnot slack larx..paiseh me somemore..urgh..

3rd lect -- 1031
cher went thru past yrs papers instead of lect..out 18 q..i oni understood like...6? pathetic..hw am i gonna pass?!

prac -- 1036
thanks to tauhu..i zhing biao rm ccc..had to feed ni yuen..irritating..than i jus luan lai..not prepared at all lorx..

tut -- 1027
rosey tay mc lorx! resechdueled da tut

went to level 5 da place to look fer mich..with ping..of course..lol..we hid in one corner n eat instant cogee lorx! still mus hide frm mich..than hear their ICA thingy..v funny..lol..went to but food fer mom n her fren from FJ..me n ping were like..chewing on our apple..walkin down frm level 5..v funny..pple like lookin why these two galz so 'healthy'..lol..e scene was v funny...

i'm learnin to float..n yes b.c.j..i will open my eyes big big n look around..alrites?

tml sch oni a few hrs..i'm not gonna dress up fer sch..jus wanna wear v casual..lol..

i'm drownin
Monday, May 29, 2006
time will heal all w0unds

haven been blogging the past few days..

is it mood swing? or i'm jus thinkin too much..

sat
- i blew my top at angelina..its wrong, i know, but i jus couldn't control..
- b.c.j talked to me, asked me to apologist
- i really didn't want to, super bu gan yuen
- the reply i got back from angelina was v disappointin
- b.c.j msg me, smile
- couldn't bring myself to
- thank God service started

i need to let go! its jus so stressful!

aunt thinks tt i lied to mom.that i did fairly alrites..the concept of nursing has no prospect, only meant for pple who didn't do well came about again

it was so difficult to make mom n all believed that i can make it in nursing..i can do it..i will be successful..but now its dashed again..

i'm drowning....

missing eeu
Thursday, May 25, 2006
time will heal all w0unds

stress! i'm really being stretched...dun know what other words can i use...there are simply too much things to be done..i wan time for myself s well..but i don seem to have the time..there is alot of things i wanna do..but when can i do so? there are so many examples i'm seeing...from media, from sch, from lect, from friends, from past experiences...i dowan to regret in the future for what i did not choose to do now...i wan to spend time with my family, i wan to keep in touch with the people around me...argh~

ICA is coming..exams are round da corner..presentations are never ending...problems are flooding in...thank God for friends to really support me..esp my leaders..xin..b.c.j..alice..nette..xue..and of course e pple from my clique..thy're really nice!

i miss part of sec sch..SAC..wow..lol..esp e happy times when we kan jus plsy like crazy..don have to worry abt hw not done, deadline not met..cuz we always argue for extra time..lol...

mich, genie, ce, jess,
i reallly miss you guys...we may have known each other for two years..but those are the highlights of my sec sch life. thanks for filling my life with colours! we may be in different school, walking different path, but jus wanna let you guy know, you are always my fondest memory..its not jus a frenship that is much treasured, but its a relationship that will never fade! take care..we shall meet up once in a while ya? love ya!

uniform!
Monday, May 22, 2006
time will heal all w0unds

hello!haha..i finally got my uniform today..kk..i sound excited...but i'm not..honestly not...it look super funny larz..but suprisingly, we look nice in a group..haha...


huiping, caren, joyce, haslinda

haha..not bad rites...wanted to take L de..but they say look too big on me...so took M..e funniest part is ping also took M..but her M is slightly smaller than mine cuz of da cuttin i guess...in da end we exchange n i got da smaller cutting de...thay wanted me to try S..but no thanks..will look like rice dumpling..lol...i relised somthin..everyone seem to be able to 'ren' cynthia..oni me...each time they see her they will like ' joyce! ur fren eh' and i can't seem to know who n where..lol..or is it i'm a little slow...haha...sorry dar...lol..alrites alrites..i wanna be guai kia..so mus yong gong du shu..lol...


story
Sunday, May 21, 2006
time will heal all w0unds

[ We were in Mogadishu, the capital of Somalia, in East Africa, during a famine. It was so bad we walked into one village and everyone was dead. There is a stench of death that gets into your hair, gets onto your skin, gets onto your clothes, and you can’t wash it off.

We saw this little boy. You could tell he had worms and was malnourished; his stomach was protruding. When a child is extremely malnourished, the hair turns a reddish color, and the skin is extremely crinkled as though he’s a hundred years old.

The photographer had a grapefruit which he gave to the boy. The boy was so weak that he didn’t had the strength to hold the grapefruit, so we cut it into half and gave it to him. He picked it up, looked at us as if to say thanks, and began to walk back towards his village.

We walked behind him in a way he couldn’t see us. When he entered the village, there was on the ground a little boy who I thought was dead. His eyes were completely glazed over. It turned out to be that this was his younger brother. The older brother knelt down next to his younger brother, bit off a piece of the grapefruit, and chewed it. Then he opened up his younger brother’s mouth, put the grapefruit in, and worked his brother’s jaw up and down. We learnt that the older brother had been doing that for the younger brother for the past two weeks.

A couple of days later, the older brother died of malnutrition and the younger brother lived. I remembered driving home that night thinking, I wonder if this is what Jesus meant when he said, (there is no greater love than to lay down our live for somebody else) ]

By: Jack Kelley


hope this story will really impact e lives of others! cuz it impacted mine!

cg outing!
Saturday, May 20, 2006
time will heal all w0unds

here i am to update..lol...this is like the first sat after duno how long..maybe abt 2 years le ba thnat sat got no service..haha..so wierd!

had cg outing but ended quite early..e bros went to play lan sistas all got other things on..haiyo...haha..oh ya! i played DDR today lorz!after dunno how long..haha...

hmm..went out thurs after sch..couldn;t take it..had to stress out...haha..went to meet nette, huibo, wc, sylvia n hut fer dinner..hah..lect ended at 5, which i apparently thot was 6..


ended up reachin tm super early..haha..as usual, went to walk walk, shop shop...lol..met huibo early too..here's some 'friends' me n huibo made..lol...











all soooooo cute right..lol..i got good taste k..."like real"..lol..bought alot of things..lol..as usual...but it was quite enjoyable..once a while, go fer dinner with cg pple..its really an enjoyment..relaxation..n ya..

huibo - stop trying to get me to take photo..i dowan to spoilt ur camera..

haha..isn't tt so true..lol..emerge is comins..this time i'm gonna be serving! first time serving fer emerge lehz..excited man!..haha..lol...

hey pple! you guys gotta help me save money ya..wanna go shopping with my DEAR cousins..lol..rites hahaagal? lol...








update update
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
time will heal all w0unds

ha! finally have the time to blog lerz...finished sch super early today..ping n mich were like super amazed that i wasn't 'going out' today..lol..

here's some photo update on what happened in sch due to sheer boredom..lol....


* guess who's book? all highlighted notes... mus be some hardwoking gal..lol...*

*shell sleepin..lol *

haha....v. bo liao rites..can't be blamed..going crazy these days..maybe cuz too 'stressed' lol...this is like only e 5th week of sch...and we like shou till wanna lan lerz..lol..esp me ping n shell..lol...hmm..got this feelin tt *she*'s gonna leave e class soon...its jus cuz of a really small matter n she's giving up its really a waste...hey galz..what i've told u..i dowan to c you giving up jus like that..think abt e reason why you first chose to join nursing ya...

last sun was mummy day! lol..went mama hse fer dinner..met my cousins and most of all junjun n yiyi..lol..mama n papa bought me a nurses watch..super gan dong! they were the ones who really supported me to persue my vision, go ahead with what i wan..when everyone doean't approve me of doing nursing they persaded them and backed me up...papa mama, xie xie nin!


nice right?lol...it was like almost 2 months since i've seen everyone..esp pple like doris, debbie...that should be abt 3 months plus..every time we say wanna go out in e end always never go de..cuz timing always wrong..lol..but its ok..i'm sure we can meet up soon! i'm positive! lol... oh ya! junjun grew so much taller! thank God they sill rmb me..or eles i'll be super sad..lol...kk...shall end off here lerz..wanna finish off all e ICA and rest..than shall decide if i wanna see da doc..lol..

Sunday, May 14, 2006
time will heal all w0unds

not gonna blog much..haven been feelin well these days..kinda 'floating' around....did a test recently so here's the results...kinda shoocked by it...lol..well..enjoy studying pple!


This Is My Life, Rated
Life: 5.7
Mind: 5.7
Body: 7
Spirit: 7.9
Friends/Family: 6.3
Love: 0.8
Finance: 4.5
Take the Rate My Life Quiz




Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score leaves room for improvement. You can make changes to improve your trouble areas, and this will bring you greater satisfaction. Focus on your weakest points and set about to change them. Do not delay your happiness and success.

Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is not bad, but could be improved upon. Your mental health is not weak, but you are not achieving full mental clarity and function. Learn how to unclutter your mind. Keep learning, keep improving, continue moving forward.

Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however many of us are lacking in this area. You have a rather good body score, which is an indication that you take care of yourself. There is room for improvement, however. Please keep doing what works. Eat right, exercise, reduce your stress, treat any illness. Doing these things will help ensure your body will be in good working order for a long time to come.

Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. Your spirit score is relatively high, which means you are rewarded by your beliefs. Spirituality is clearly important to do. Never let it slip, and continue to learn and grow.

Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your relationships with those around you, and is based on how large, healthy, and dependable your social network is. Your friends and family score is not bad but can be improved. Maintain your current social net, while you try to expand it. Try new things and form new friendships. You will be rewarded greatly.Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. Your love score is very low, indicating trouble. There is love out there for you. Seek the advice of wise people on how to go about finding it. Do not lose hope.

Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current financial health and stability. Your financial score indicates some trouble. Raise your score over time by making changes which will lead to greater prosperity in the future. Be sure to live within your means today.

yeah....kinda wierd right..kk...gotta start studying lerz..still wanna leave some time to rest before going to mama house later...cya..

photos
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
time will heal all w0unds

here's some photo to show i bored i was during 1033..opps..with e help of caren, huiping n michelle..lol...enjoy!


these may looks wierd but that's part of our body! -lol-




Goodbye.
mich
daph
huiying
nanny
raisa
genie
dewei
denny
victoria
ci en
xingjuan