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joyce twenty - one registered nurse and i truly love my job! i love my family and i'm proud to be a chc member, from CJ zone, alice's cg nothing beats living life to its fullest potential More than words.
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
time will heal all w0undsfinally found the time to update... school started on monday..lookin at the timetable itself is =x ....is enough to kill..most lect are 2h de...wed even worse...3h of bio straight...than brk, then 2h of psycho... slept durin psycho class..for abt 20min..really couldn't concentrate...after i woke up from that short nap, hey! i could think much clearer and i actually caught the main point..lol..maybe i should sleep more during lecture...ahahahaha.. flyin off on tue mornin...to china..gonna share room with deb n doris..should be quite fun ba...hopefully...dunno how the plannin is like..didn't really ask abt it too...n i haven pack my stuff... thank God tmr is 1pm class...cuz its e-prac..if nt sure slp durin lect..ahaha..nt enought sleep..can sense myself fallin ill.... Saturday, October 14, 2006
time will heal all w0undsits been 4 days since i've last blogged...stupid shift makes my life turn up side down..argh..but thankGod, its finally over..ahaha.. well, i've sort of really seen the world over the past 2 weeks...thing that i thot will only happen in tv shows, i've seen it live.. example: prisoners always wear orange, with chains on their hands and legs dragging on the floor... i really see that ok! in real life! cuz the prisoner ward is next to my ward...wahx...everything was so real man... well, everyone is gg for e overseas trip...except fer me n mummy...cuz i gt school n mummy doesn't want to go...i really wan her to go de..its a rare chance where she wan go for a trip with her mother and ALL her sibling..all my aunt n uncle are going...what is the rational behind this? simple logic..noone is able to predict what is going to happen the next moment...this may turn out to be the last overseas trip they can have with each other.. cherish what you treasure..do not say "wait" cuz you'll never know if you have the time. life is fragile. do not take the things given in life for granted.live you live every single day as thou its your last day alive.do not waste a single moment you have...... Wednesday, October 11, 2006
time will heal all w0undsanyone understand my feeling at this moment...my heart aches....it hurts..it really does.... Tuesday, October 10, 2006
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there's alot alot more....but no time n no space..do try out yeah...jus fer e fun of it..=) time will heal all w0unds joy is tired! man..the past 1 over week had been super tiring, esp when i don have enought sleep...standin for long hours, runin here and there, handling heavy patients..oh..and i heard 2 person frm my class quit the course le..one went into private teaching, the other went into private buisiness management...well..... thot of taking a short nap..but its alrd 11am...i'll end up being late if i cannot wake up in half an hour's time..moreover nooone is at home..mama went ho her bro's hse ( my grand uncle) cuz its his birthday...=) let me rattle a little alrites? to genie : time may seem tough for you to move on...hidin ur inner sorrows, tryin to adapt to the new life is not easy..in fact its v tough n painful...i'm not gonna ask u if u're ok, neither am i gonna give comforting words like " its ok..don be too sad", i guess you'll be quite sick n tired of those words..but i would say this one thing...be strong, make the right choices in life. you know you have us to lean on and to talk to...=) to mich : hey gal! work hard fer ur promos (which i know you had been doing so) its jus another 2 weeks and its all over. don let the effort and time you've put in go down the drain alrites!have faith in yourself! can't help u much in any area (i don study in jc), the only 2 things i can do for you is to give u the moral support and pray fer u..=) to nette : hey...jus follow ur heart alrites..yes its good to seek advice frm leaders..but ultimately u live ur own life to the fullest..and i have comfidence in you that you can do so!=) to zuzhang : not sure if u'll read this but its ok..don worry abt me le larx..i'm alrites de..study hard fer ur exams lehx..mus lead by example..=) to deb : i dunno what's going on in ur life...but no matter what..you are my dearest cousin...you are loved n treasured by me! =) let's hope the ward is as empty as ytd...=) Saturday, October 07, 2006
time will heal all w0undsjus came back frm airport..well, due to the air that's why we went airport to fellowhip..the PSI went up to 150 at 10pm! how i know? mummy called me n nag at me..well~~~~ and yes, this entry is delicated fer my b'day wishlist.. 1) URS heels ($50) 2) adiddas sling bag ($79.90) 3) clothes, clothes,clothes ( depends) 4) levi's vintage denmin skirt ($158) 5) F.I.R album($21.90) 6) converse shoes ($39.90) 7) ed hardy pink jacket ($148.80) 8) laptop carrier ($30) 9) mac loose powder NC 30(unknown) 10) red pencil case frm attributes ($10.60) 11) necklace, bracelets, anklets ( depends) 12) swiss bake layer fruit cake ($12.80) 13) ralph lauren girls 7-16 Evelyn Cotton Skirt ($12.99) 14) everyone at home to be happy all the time,without worries n tears (priceless) 15) mich, nie, jess, ce, ping, shell, nette, to find their happiness, to smile every single days without frowns (priceless) 16) cell group to multiply, everyone to do well, not having wrong thoughts, that the joy of the Lord will be their strength(priceless) 17) for myself to have good health, study well, excel in life, rise up in chcc(priceless) that's all...17 yrs old so 17 wishes..lol..one last request..i wanna receive flowers on my actual birthday from the friends ard me..*hint* i don mind if u give me cash too...=) Friday, October 06, 2006
time will heal all w0undssuppost to be doing my case study now..but sittin in front of the com jus tempts me to blog..ahaha... couldn't sleep last night..sleepless nite..ahaha..thou i was super tired..but shift was fun ytd..played ard with the yr 2...think out of all the yr 1 i de most slack de..prob cuz team two dun have those seriously ill kind..those within a week will discharge those kind.. have to do some stupid case study..than the yr 2 so cute larx..offer to lend me theirs n all..than still teach me how to cheat..ahaha..sure it make my life easier..lol.. hey 44 guys..u all rmb ms judy huang? the one who taught us physics in sec 3? the one with handmade notes??she workin at cgh the pharmacy as consultant lorx..ahaha..n surely she rmb me..well, she was my private tutor for a few months...she ask me why all the student nurse all nt feelin well..lol..isn't the answer obvious? we are over worked!! ahahahaha... i miss my bed 23 ah gong...=x Thursday, October 05, 2006
time will heal all w0undsmy 100th post... i feel like crying out loud!! if that's the way u think about me..u dunno my heart..it jus shows u simply dunno me well..or u don even know me..am i that kinda person? mus everything be done under ur nose?i'm not the the rest of the members..everything mus be done infront of u on purpose to get ur affirmation..i'm not! like that i replied..its ok..my reward is in heaven..there is no need for further explaination Wednesday, October 04, 2006
time will heal all w0undsi hate last min events and i really do pst taught me when something happens once, you forgive, forget, and give the second chance, when the same thing happens the second time, you forgive, forget but never give the third chance.. why? once bitten twice shy..yes, you forgive, but what happened once, twice, there will sure to be the third time..how to prevent? do not give the third chance.. sorry zuzhang.. Tuesday, October 03, 2006
time will heal all w0undsthou i said i won be bloggin..but i stil make time to blog..need to express my emotions..yeah.. had been in ward 44 fer e past 2 days..the year 2 are nice pple, the yr 3 student also v nice de..i should say..thank God for such good team..even the afternoon shift de yr 2 also v friendly... thou its tiring..but at least there are pple to help u thru.. bed 23 : this ah gong reminds me alot of my own ah gong..their diagnosis about the same..but he keep pressin the call bell..RIB lehx..bot i dowan to put the cod sides down..i cannot..but when he look at the with those eyes..those helpless eyes, full of hope that i can let him come down n walk ard..i also dunno how..but jus say nice things to him and hopefully he feels better... this mornin when i report fer shift got 3 new admission from last night.. bed 27 : he was admitted last night..his wife was by his side since last night..without his wife by his side he was totally insecure..he would attempt to walk ard n look for his wife..even when we ask his wife to go back n take a rest...she jus went home to bath and within 3h she was back to look after him..when i asked her, "arent't u tired?you wana go home and rest, we'll look after him" she gave the answer.."even if i'm at home, my heart is still here".. before i off duty, 4 discharge case, 1 new admission.. well, happy for those who are discharged...esp bed 28, admitted for asthma..he was really happy..always so cooperative with us, chat with us, smile at us, v concern if we've eaten n all... workin in the ward is realy tirin..emotionally n physically..there's alot of things u can't do anything about it... God! protect me! Sunday, October 01, 2006
time will heal all w0undswell..guess this is be the last time i'm bloggin fer this week..maybe till sat ba..gotta go to wards tmr le..pls pray i won meet any coloured wolves..i'm assigned to a male ward..n trust me..joy is really scared...=x realised my tag board is gettin crowded..after the new addition of MICH's sk, there seem to be more "da qing ma qiao" in my tag board..-ahem- lol..that was a little mean..but i'm sure u like it..rite genie? wahahahahaahhahaha.... went to meet zuzhang to visit calvin..oh..alice came along too..yeah...zuzhang shared the cg msg in 5 min..first time i c him preach so fast..lol..spent abt an hour there ba..than go home le..got losta thing to do n finish up... everyone is having exams..tmr marks the start of PSLE n N' levels..plus sec sch FYE..and the JC promos..next month is uni exams plus A' levels n O' levels..haix...exams exams exams... well, there was some misunderstandin ytd..even thou i know U won read my blog..but i still gotta say it out..its botherin me u see.. i don mind eating at other places..and its not because i'm stubborn that's why i die die mus eat at the chao fan cofffee shop..if u have said from the start that you want to eat curry rice n all i'm ok with..but what i couldn't accept was that you told me that its because of the rain n u are afraid that the tables might be wet that's why we should go to the curry rice coffee shop..i felt cheated! and after that everyone thot that we go to the chao fan coffee shop is because i'm not understanding, unreasonable that's why u all mus qian jiu me..pls,,next time jus tell me the truth... okok..gotta prepare fer tmr le.. all the best fer those having exams ya..joy is prayin fer u guys.. time will heal all w0unds as promised..my entry after i come back frm svc...had a v long fellowship today with the members.. hope u guys don mind..jus let me rattle off my excitement..alrites? today marks 5 weeks before building fund begins..n i'm really challenged..God really spoke to me the amt..and let me tell u..its shockin..i am...but as pst began to share abt how we started off as a small church, how God fufiled His promise to him..it reminded me of the promise God gave to me.. i told God one night in my prayers.. " God! i wanna build u a church without walls...i can't preach well, but surely there is something i can do..fill my empty hands and let me do something for your kingdom..i'm not satisfied jus being where i am now, neing an ordinary member in the church, jus plain prayin fer those out in the mission field..let my dream come to past! " until sec 4, durin the tsunami period, when medical teams are out there to help, spreadin God's love. that was a door opened to me..MEDICAL AID! that was God's hint..there n then, i decided to go nursing... but my prelim result didn't even allow me to go into ITE..i told God, "God! U opened up that door to me, don't leave me by myself..be near to me, or that marks the end of me..God!! " but God is a good God..not only He ensured i got into nursing, He also gave me the wisdom to study and do well.. but my vision still seemed far from me...i can't seem to get closer to it..esp when the workload is so heavy..i'm really stressed out...i felt my dream was dying out.. but today's service..as we began to sing the church without walls song, it reminded me of my prayer to God that v nite, when God promised me that my vision wil come to past.. i felt God tellin me " joyce, as u sow into My kingdom, building Me My house, surely I will keep my promise to you..you will build Me a church without walls, u will be out there spreading My love to the nations..I am right here with you and I've never left u alone, and will never do so" ...WOW! i felt....no words can describe my feelings at that time..seriously no words...i was v overwhelmed..as we sang that song, i felt God pouring out His spirit upon me, fillin me with love n joy all over again... |
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