Let me hear you call my name.
joyce twenty - one registered nurse and i truly love my job! i love my family and i'm proud to be a chc member, from CJ zone, alice's cg nothing beats living life to its fullest potential More than words.
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
time will heal all w0undsin sch lab..lol.. read shell's blog man..all bully me... eei! eei! haha...talkin to evelyn, caren, shell ping concentrating with e other.. lol later sure she'll score e best..lol.. kk..nt my laptop.. cannot blog too long.. shall update again.. Monday, November 27, 2006
time will heal all w0undsi've been having this same dream..2 days in a row...i wonder what it means..haha.. i was on my study table studying, mugging hard into the night than an angel came told me this " no need study do hard..go get some rest n i'll be there to assist you" so i jus obeyed my exam days the angel was right there beside me to guide me thru all my papers some time later i gt my results straight Aces i wonder what it means... Sunday, November 26, 2006
time will heal all w0undsdecided to open up this blog..well, it was locked cuz i felt i needed privacy..maybe more of runnin away, being childish.. now i'm ready to face e world lol...sounds a little wrong thou.. like i no face see pple like tt... mm interview..jus 3 questions..haha..wierd thot.. super into this song la...thanks to shell.. ben lai by tong en..do listen to it if u have e chance to.. Saturday, November 25, 2006
time will heal all w0undsinterview fer mm later..let's hope everything goes on well.. ccf graduation.. indeed a breakthru fer me this yr.. comin to the end of the yr and most of e goals i've set are coming to past... that's good.. Thursday, November 23, 2006
time will heal all w0undsa conversation with mummy mum: shao tui le ma? going sch arx? joy: ya larx..my attendance like dunno what lehx..later debarred frm exam how.. mum: u sure so yan zhong nt? i pay ur sch fees 1000 plus they don let u take exam?! joy: aiyo..nvm la..won die.. mum: u think u still studyin in SAC arx..$5 take cab can reach home..don halfway u faint in sch need me go fetch u horx.. joy: won de lar..at most take cab home lorx mum:u think take cab v cheap arx? not say u gt exam today.stay at home that's y i'm nt in sch..lol..but i didn't c doc either larx..lazy..jus took one pac of yun qiao san..nt nice de..yucks.. Wednesday, November 22, 2006
time will heal all w0undswow! 8 days since i updated..lol..rare site..had been busy with i dunno what also... everyday is like rushing..sleep late, wake up early, rush to sch, lectures, tutorials, clinical, lab..SIANX! anyway..i survived thru my presentations..at least for now, no more presentations till e 3rd week of jan..praise God! think abt it..no presentations but still got ICA..never ending lehx..had one paper jus now..HS1037..finished super fast..no idea is it i write rubbish or i really know how to do..lol.. tue is my clinical le lehx..how.. than wed is psycho paper... cannot let alice n adeline down lehx.. they made e effort i should put in the effort too.. =x haix... cut my hair..but i desire shorter.. wana colour it purple n pink.. changed back to contacts too.. i wonder why.. lol.. Tuesday, November 14, 2006
time will heal all w0undsjus finished doin the drug card on [ propranonol ] ...finally.. i dunno what can i do,what can i say..but i really wanna encourage you..i know what u need is not affirmation, not gifts n presents, not words like "its ok, you can do better" u jus need to pick upself up n look forward..=) anyways... i don regret gg fer zone p.m jus now..didn't wanna go cuz wasnt feelin too well..but i still went..thank God i did..if nt i'll miss out alot.. tmr.last day to chiong HS1032 ICA..after tt nomore presentation until last week of jan.. this week is week 5 thurs HS1032 ICA fri HS1037 class test week 6 wed HS1037 theory exam week 7 tue HS1037 clinical exam HS1030 ICA week 8 HS1034 practical exam week 10-11 break week 12-14 attachment week 18-19 semestral exams =(( Monday, November 13, 2006
time will heal all w0undshad a nice dinner with genie jus now..haha..n i realised ping actually reads my blog! haha..lol..ping, next time u read my tag kays... caren scolded some PHS students...one of the gal who tried to act big in nyp larx..gao bu qing chu zhuang kuang..nyp is our "teritory" she still dare creat trouble..actually she cut evelyn q..lol.. but when i saw caren going up to them. scoldin them,. the way she talked, really reminded me of myself in the past...i was once like that too..impulsive, explosive..esp when i have mood swing...even worse.. humans are like that.. u may be thinkin..why is joy so cold blooded? no i'm not..its jus that i'm emotionally shut down in certain areas of life...because i'm used to being independent, "kao zi ji" that's why i don share alot about my personal life..its something i've never learnt..why do i not know how to say "i love you" to my family? because the word "love" is never mentioned at home... =) better get back to thurs's ica..tmr still gt p.m..=x Sunday, November 12, 2006
time will heal all w0unds  will upload more e next time...=) time will heal all w0unds jus came back frm xiao yann jiejie hse..nice house..modern with a little touch on romantic design..=) found out tt lingling jiejie also buyin hse..gettin married soon..think abt it.. suddenly i realised that everyone has grown up..i'm alrd 17..no longer the 7yr old little girl getting excited over those silly stuff..most of my cousins are 20 n above..maybe other than ben, michelline edmund n me ba.. time really flies..5yrs since ah gong left us..yet the impressions are still so vivid..4yrs since ah yi left us..yet the pain still stings... people i'm nt able to release? prob the first on my list is myself.. i never learnt how to say i love you to anyone...esp my family members..not even to my mum..its not even found within this family..not at all.. high emotions walls? nahx.. prob i've been "frozen" for too long that it'll take a long time to defroze.. and yes...joy has to get back to work..another ICA comin up on thurs..time of chionging agn..=( Saturday, November 11, 2006
time will heal all w0undsyay!finally completed one ICA ytd..overall not bad..jus frustrated with dino..she's realy gettin on my nerve... anyway..went to meet yarui fer last min revision fer her paper in the afternoon..glad that she was able to do.. guess i'm losing my voice soon too..been soundin a little "man" since last night..up till now.. zuzhang called me last night.. zuzhang : so how are you? joy : i'm alrites zuzhang : hmm..so..do you have anything to tell me? joy : no zuzhang : are u sure? rmb u said something during discipleship? u wanna share with me? joy : not now can...next week la.. zuzhang : ??! what did u learn frm cg jus now?what was the msg talkin abt? joy : urm...but zuzhang.. zuzhang : so yes joyce? joy : zuzhang..err..tmr i nt going expo so early lehx..wanna spend some time studying..so sun can go fer svc as well..ya lorx.. zuzhang : ok lorx...alot of homework arx? than i succeeded in changing topic..haha...=) proud of myself lehx...lol.. zuzhang said.. mus finish the race..jus like e example he give about his road march..i had a new revelation.. i've started the bs with zuzhang..so i mus finished the whole course with him..because i wan to finish it! i dowan to do it agn! yay! =) Thursday, November 09, 2006
time will heal all w0undshad been chionging HS1082 ICA the past week..chiong until wan die..i feel the pressure..i can't seem to be able to take care of e pple under me..i need the leadership skills..when tings are nt done properly, it makes me feels like i'm nt a good leader... managed to go fer discipleship today... felt that he was arrowing me..didn't look up at him at all..nt that i reject him..but i don like opening up to him at all..i'l be frank..i shared..the ground i have to break is in forgiving & releasing pple in my life...and one of them is u...how u wan me to tok to u abt tt? tok to u abt u? how? i know u have been tryin to help me...constantly encouraging me...and i appreciate it... wanna rest realy n prepare fer tmr presentation le..gonna meet yarui aft tt to help her in last min revision..do pray fer her rites... Monday, November 06, 2006
time will heal all w0unds最后我们分开了 虽然还是朋友 但做回朋友的情人 想摆脱关系不太容易 寂寞成了习惯 习惯靠着孤单 想念该遗忘 不该在身旁 陪着我的每个夜晚 我只想 对着夜空轻轻的呼吸 问自己最爱的人到底在哪里 在慌乱中 翻箱倒柜寻找记忆 有一种 爱它曾经住在我心里 陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣 不懂爱情 我的心如此无力 其实我很清醒 其实我很冷静 看着眼泪滴落在手心 Sunday, November 05, 2006
time will heal all w0undsconfused... hurt... disappointed... why?! it never seems to end..never ever... why is it always like that..whenever i try..i put in the effort to make a difference..yet the results is always like that.. it really questions me..should i jus give up? jus be a normal person..don have to care so much.. Saturday, November 04, 2006
time will heal all w0undsone incident... i fell down! on the way to sch on thurs..=( don ask me how, don ask me why..i jus fell..and it was LOUD! thank God noone was ard! -phew- if nt i dunno wanna hide my face where.. bruised my knee...and only on one side..on my left..-lols- shell + ping : i wonder how u walk..did u like walk to sch or jump to sch..like that also can fall down that was exactly what shifu said to me! the last time i fell was frm the stairs while going to walk.. shifu : i wonder how u walk..did u walk down the stairs or jump down the stairs.. =x ms jolle yap even funnier jolle : joyce, u're back..oh..u fell down in china? joy : no. i fell in singapore class: -laugh out loud- v funny mehx..=( combine cg isn't tt bad after all.... STRESS! HOW AM I GONNA CATCH UP! managed to return to sch on thurs n fri..realised i misses out alot..next fri is already my ICA ( in-course assessment) 20% of my sem exam marks.. 8h of make up clinical lessons..timetable is super super packed.. someone save me frm drownin... ms jolle managed to squeeze lessons of clinical into 1 h for me...hope i remember the steps correctly..=x i'm discouraged...God! U said u will nt leave me hanging in nowhere..i'm struggling! be haste to help me..do not be far frm me! Wednesday, November 01, 2006
time will heal all w0undsi'm back!haha..toucked down ard 0530 this mornin..i miss home!! didn't managed to shop much thou...but i did enjoy myself..will do pic update as soon as deb send me the pics ya.. so be patient!! i really miss u guys!! kk..tmr gtg sch..really need to catch up in my school work..6 days of work..=( will try to blog in details abt my holiday soon alrites.. |
Goodbye.
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