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Monday, January 29, 2007
time will heal all w0undshaven been blogging..bz le..started sch..had 2 major presentations in a week but alrites le.. quite shocked to get a B fer HS1029..cuz really..its purely last min work... tmr is ah gong's 6th death anniversary..time really flies.. i was in sec one..i rmb that tue we were suppost to have home econs..we were going to cook chicken stew..mummy camt to sch cuz she wanted to pass me my allowance..and she told me ah gong passed away in the morning.. went back to class, packed my bag..was still in a state of shock.. noone could ever predict that..its jus 3 days since his admission.. i was jus cutting his nails for him la.. until i reached home when the funeral started.. i rmb crying and crying.. thru out those 6 days.. i'll never forget... the day that he was cremated was actually his birthday.. in the mornin, we went to buy a cake his favourite pandan cake placed it at the alter sang him a birthday song.. the hundred days that his alter was placed at home i continued my daily routine saying my good mornings saying i'm home life seems the same life went on till this mornin when mummy asked me to buy some groceries home for prayers tmr morning i began counting at the bus stop how long had it been since he left us 1 yr? 2 yrs? no.. its alr the 6th yr.. time really flies.. i'll nv forget one night last yr when i was preparing for my sem exam was feelin hungry and i walked to the kitchen opened the fridge n searched for food cuz his pic is like facing the fridge larx thani jus looked at the pic at the wall it seems like he's tellin me " why u eat never include my share" for ur info my ah gong is like tt de.. last time before he had dementia he likes to cook but only when my granny is nt ard his fav is frying french toast never once he will forget to include my share till he gt dementia it was the other way round. wheni cook lunch or food for myself he will ask me to cook for him my ah gong is a poilte man ok he never fails to say thank you to me i love my ah gong thou he may nt be ard physically but he's always in my heart he's the one man i really loved he was my grandpa my daddy my guardian my protector my shield my comfort my beloved i miss you.... |
Goodbye.
michdaph huiying nanny raisa genie dewei denny victoria ci en xingjuan |
