Let me hear you call my name.
joyce twenty - one registered nurse and i truly love my job! i love my family and i'm proud to be a chc member, from CJ zone, alice's cg nothing beats living life to its fullest potential More than words.
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Sunday, November 04, 2007
time will heal all w0undsjus came back frm work not long ago..today's sales was good..the first time i see 4 digit during my shifts..lol.. $1007.66 nice horx..haha..thank God there's sales today..seriously..jus 13 customers..but all spent quite alot..so good sales!!=) yupx..the rest of the post wil be rather emotional.. jess : i read ur blog.. secondary school days..i don miss that period..sec 1 and 2, those are my rebellious days..days when i spend most of my time in RTC, when every teacher know me, for the wrong reason.. but i remembered my sec 3 days..when i fell out with qing..u guys were there to pull me thru..i remember one particular event..when we were at the trophy area..when megan's clique were lookin at me, critisizing me..and u guys stared back at them n told me "don't care about them, they are not perfect either" and u guys backed me up..and i rmb sweet celestine baking brownies for me..my dear partner who sat next to me n put up wth my sleeping..lol.. sec 4 was even worse..my results totally cannot make it..but u guys helped me..genie dragged me to tution..mich dragged me out to study..what hit me the most was when jess n genie left church..to be honest..i really felt betrayed..u guys were the one who encouraged me to lvoe God more, u guys were the ones who taught me how to pray and encouraged me with little notes n bible verses..it took me a long time to come out of that.. when we left sac..we were all bz with our things..u guys were bz dating..and i was bz workin..u guys always say i don make time for u all..always bz with church things..but have u made the effort to talk to me? sms me? or only sms me when u guys arrange meeting? and when we meet up its jus u guys talkin among urselves about ur bf? don't u realised u dunno anythin about me? u dunno what's going on in my life..or rather..i didn't like going for meetups..why? cuz i dunno what's going on..i can't blend in..i dunno what to say..totally not updated..its jus..silence.. but i'm stil glad i know u guys..thank God for allowing me to be part of ur memories and for u guys to be my cliques..thank God for restored friendships..i do feel the effort u guys are taking to remember one another..to remember me and include me.. my resolution..i wil make more time for u guys..i promise..but this wil take 2 ways..i can't work ths friendship out on my own..we both need to make the effort..i wil make time for u..but u guys wil have to do the same..to "abandon" ur other half n make time for me too..alrights? jess, genie, michelle, celestine, i do treaure the friendship that i have with u guys..and i want to see it grow..let's not keep hangin onto the past and say we miss the days in sac..but let's work to making our future..now..the present days, the best days of our lives..its not only when we are in the same class, see each other 5 days or even 6 days a week that we are able to establish a strong friendship and be updated about one another's lives..but let's make our everyday counts.. i'm willing to sow the seed and water it..will you be willing to join me? |
Goodbye.
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