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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

since i'm printing my e lect out..take this time to blog ba..
haha..finished printing e e lect for HS1032 ytd..
printing HS 1029 now..
i know its a little waste money
but can't help it la..
doubt i'll have e time to sit in front of e com n read thru le
really gotta do well this time

my target is to pass all
i dowan to take supp paper
i'm intending to go overseas right after my attachment
don wanna go fer make up cuz of my paper le
=x

wanted to go home n rest after sch de
but since rui asked me to lunch w her than go lorx
as usual
accompanied her till she finished work
was with dar dar on the bus
coincident de ok
than we chat lorx
it made e journey seem much shorter
until i reach far east..

haha..
i miss talkin to dar larx..

was reading the papers jus now
e article abt xu wei lun
the taiwan female actress who died in a car accident

doesn't it ring a bell in our minds?

she's jus 29, on her way to film a show
a car accident jus took her life away
who who have imagine what she would be 5 yrs down e road

isn't life jus so unpredictable?

i may be standing right next to u today
who knows
tmr i'l be gone?

what we all know

[ treasure e pple ard u ]

but who really does so?
everyone will say
leave it to tmr
but what if tmr never comes?

think abt it...

Monday, January 29, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

haven been blogging..bz le..started sch..had 2 major presentations in a week but alrites le..
quite shocked to get a B fer HS1029..cuz really..its purely last min work...

tmr is ah gong's 6th death anniversary..time really flies..
i was in sec one..i rmb that tue we were suppost to have home econs..we were going to cook chicken stew..mummy camt to sch cuz she wanted to pass me my allowance..and she told me ah gong passed away in the morning..

went back to class, packed my bag..was still in a state of shock..
noone could ever predict that..its jus 3 days since his admission..
i was jus cutting his nails for him la..

until i reached home when the funeral started..
i rmb crying and crying..
thru out those 6 days..

i'll never forget...
the day that he was cremated was actually his birthday..
in the mornin, we went to buy a cake
his favourite pandan cake
placed it at the alter
sang him a birthday song..

the hundred days that his alter was placed at home
i continued my daily routine
saying my good mornings
saying i'm home

life seems the same

life went on

till this mornin when mummy asked me to buy some groceries home
for prayers tmr morning

i began counting
at the bus stop
how long had it been since he left us

1 yr?
2 yrs?
no..
its alr the 6th yr..

time really flies..

i'll nv forget
one night last yr
when i was preparing for my sem exam
was feelin hungry and i walked to the kitchen
opened the fridge n searched for food
cuz his pic is like facing the fridge larx
thani jus looked at the pic at the wall
it seems like he's tellin me
" why u eat never include my share"

for ur info

my ah gong is like tt de..
last time before he had dementia he likes to cook
but only when my granny is nt ard
his fav is frying french toast

never once he will forget to include my share

till he gt dementia
it was the other way round.
wheni cook lunch or food for myself
he will ask me to cook for him

my ah gong is a poilte man ok
he never fails to say thank you to me

i love my ah gong

thou he may nt be ard physically
but he's always in my heart
he's the one man i really loved

he was my grandpa
my daddy
my guardian
my protector
my shield
my comfort
my beloved

i miss you....

Wednesday, January 17, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

building up sometimes means first stepping down..

joel and daddy attended stephen's birthday party.
he was one of joel's best friend.
stephen's dad wanted to make stephen's entrance into young adulthood memorable
he wanted to impart wisdom
to accomplish this, he asked fathers to come with their sons, bringing a special gift
- a tool that served them in their specific line of work.

joel's daddy gave stephen a quality writing pen
and explained that a pen not only served him when he wrote hid ideas but also represent his word when he signed an agreement

a father who was a professtional home builder handed stephen a small box
inside was a nail puller

"my nail puller, simple as it seem, is one of the most impt tools i have"

while in the mist of building a wall, he discovered that it was crooked.
instead of halting the construction and undoing a little work to fix the wall,
he decided to proceed, hoping the problem will go away as he continued building
however, the problem got worse
eventually a great loss of materials and time
he had to tear down the nearly completed wall totally and totally rebuild it

times will come in life when you realise you've made a mistake
at that moment, you have 2 choices

1) swollow your pride and "pull out a few nails"
2) foolishly continue your course, hoping the problem will go away

most of the time, the problem will only get worse.

1 principle to remember
- when you realised you've made a mistake, the best thing you can do is to tear down the wall and start over.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007
alrites..was reading a book..thot of sharing a little since its quite interesting...

part 1

its finally anna's wedding day
david held her hands tight, walking to the alter
as the minister began to lead anna and david thru thrie vows, the unthinkable happened
a gal stood up in the middle of the congregation
and walked quietly to the alter
she took david's other hand
another gal appeared and stood next to the first
soon, a chain of u gals stood by him as he repeated his vows to anna
anna began to teared and look at daivid
sloftly, she whispered " is this some kinda joke? "
"i'm...i'm sorry anna, " he said lookin down at the floor.
"who are these gals?what's going on?" she gasped
"they are gals frm my past," he answered sadly
"anna, they don't mean anything to me now..but i've given part of my heart to each of them"
"i thot ur heart is mine?" she said
" it is it is, " he pleaded
" everything that's left is yours"
a tear rolled down anna's cheek. then she woke up.

part 2

a scientist can see the future by watching four-year-olds interect with a marshmellow
he invites the children, one by one, into a plain room
"you can have the marshmellow right now. but if you wait while i run an errand,
you can have 2 marshmellow when i get back" then he leaves the room
some children grab the moment he's out of the door, some do last a few min before they give in
they cover their eyes, put thier heads down, try to play games or even fall asleep
when he comes back, he gives them their hard earned marshmellow
then, wait for them to grow up.
by the time they reach high school,
he found out that those four years old who are able to hold out for the second marshmellow grew up to be better adjusted, more popular, adventurous,confident and dependent teenagers.
the children who gave in to temptation early on were more likely to be lonely, easily frustrated and stubborn. they buckled under stress and shield away from challenges..

what does these two passage speaks to you about? something to ponder about yeah...

Sunday, January 07, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

first week of the year..

well, jus 7 days of the new year..but it seems like a month has passed...many events have happened over the past few days..

not gonna talk abt it here thou...

attachment had really been very tiring..really v v tiring..this ward is super super bz..with all e wierd people..moreover only 3 of us in one shift.the en all v busy to help u...call bells rings all the time..esp my section..

no mood to blog...jus wanna zzz more..

Tuesday, January 02, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

i'm back to blog...proberly won be bloggin so often i guess..gonna be stuck with attachment, sch, sem exam, ICA and all e stuff..

went out fer dinner today, to celebrate celestine's birthday..suppost to meet at 1730 but ended up meetin mich at 1600 wanting to get ce's present and the cake..i left my hse too early larx...

was sitting at e bus stop, thinkin of taking bus..happily sitting there when this old man walked towards me and asked for $2 and i refused to give him..cuz i often see him askin fer money...than i jus look down n listen to my mp3..than he keep askin..like keep saying " wei she me bu yao gae wo" really scare me larx..than i jus walk away..

decided to take train after that..halfway thru, when i jus passed aljunied, mich called me ask me if i taking train..and yes, she jus missed e train i was in..alighted at kallang n waited fer that princess le..well, she was amazed by my super huge lollipop..LOL..

well, in e end we bought celestine 2 undies frm topshop..i only remembered one is stripes e other one no impression...ce so cute larx..she super shy dowan to open up n see what's inside..but she know larx..

had dinner at fish n co..today's service was really bad..one night i saw 3 customers complainin to the manager..well, we wanted to complain too..think zirong will call ba..(haven been using tt name fer a long time) lol..opps..quite enjoyable time thou...

its been a long time since we really met up n had a meal together..i had my reserves..i was afraid i couldn't blend in.or i'll blend in with the wall paper..esp when u're all bringin ur other half...and my other half is nt found yet..but it wasn't so bad..afterall..

sec 4 seems like jus yesterday...changing in class, going fer tution together, deciding who to go to the canteen to buy food up, sleeping in class, u guys confiscating my books, all the things we were doing together..esp intensive chi..me mich n ce picnic - ing in the com lab, than mich pass genie e sweet biscits thru the window..

well, memories are meant to be kept in the heart...right? as we move on in life, the world is still waiting for us to slowly experience the different things, the future is awaiting us to enter into it...we wil make new friends, have new experiences, new memories...what's most important is to keep the beautiful memories we have, and open ourself to more wonderful memories that are to come..

oh man..no ides why am i saying all these..but..nvm..alrites..wanna go iron my uniform n pack my stuff fer tmr's attachment le..super early sia..

nites..=)

thanks for e flowers..=))

Monday, January 01, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself.. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.

If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.

Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say.. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.

She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.

If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.

She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody".

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

something i gt frm my e mail..lol.how true is it?? lol.. btw, its for SCORPIO WOMAN



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