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Sunday, July 29, 2007
time will heal all w0undsyeah..bloggin again..haha..ok..by right i need to start studyin..but by left, i was super distracted by the tv..wells, it was showin high sch musical larx... nice show..thou the story line is similar to PVC rocks..ahaaha..even zz said so larx..but i enjoyed the show..well, its somethin i can never do..i can't sing, i can't dance but i like to watch other pple doing it..haha..i really enjoy de lehx..lol.. tmr is monday..AGAIN!! i think i'm sufferin frm monday blues..haha..let' hope this week wil be better.=) haha..i need motivation to study!!from what i rmb frm yr 1, this is called "positive re-enforcement" haha..well, i asked alice mommy for stickers..hahaha..anyone eles wanna motivate me?? LOL! i think i need to drink more water..feel myelf soundin wierd..so that sa ya sound..exams comin..cannot fall sick..recently always ling yu..haha..cuz i don bring umbrella..think i'l start bringin bottle bottle to sch alrd..but i'l never bring umbrella..so heavy!!! haha..jacket should be enough i guess..lol!! man..i'm cravin for green apple..=x think i'l sleep early today..tmr gonna go sch earlier to do bcls..than tutorial then study group..next mornin gt bcls exam.. pls pls pray for me..i need enough strength to survive thru 5 times 5 cycle..normally after the 3rd cycle alrd i no strength le...=x k la..i know esther is waitin for me fo finish bloggin so she can read n sleep.. =) Saturday, July 28, 2007
time will heal all w0undsa step of faith was all that was needed. trust. takin control of my own life. thank You. now i feel set free.. joy peace n love. =) wc : thanks alot for encouraging me.thank you.=) Thursday, July 26, 2007
time will heal all w0undsone week of sch is over..like finally..its been a long long long week..super super long... mon , tue, chiong project..chiong until i feel like dying..totally can't think at all..thank God for shell n ping's senior..he's v v smart..smart until he really know how to do the project..n the comment given was super good..=) penny said " i can tell u all put in alot of effort, to do all the research..and even to look for journal articles. good job. all i can say is that you've done very well as a diploma student. " ha..if only she know we started like monday 11am..and only completed on tue 10am..and presentation was tue 3pm...lol.. wed had bcls theory..didn;t study..not at all..forgot to bring my notes to study..ping n shell gt bring..but we ended up talkin in the lib..slackin n whinin..lol.. had bcls today..practice la..prac until i wanna die..blow until no air stil don meet requirement..2h of lab killed me..slept thru bio lect..n after that immediately is another 2h of bcls..even veron asked why i'm so tired..wel, i have no answer to that..can only say i feel like polar bear..hibernating.. another 2h of bcls tmr..craps..there's changes to the exam timetable for bcls..instead of thurs i'm down for bcls on tue la..dunno how..doing 1-man cpr alrd wan my life le..than exam that day mus do -1 man cpr -2man cpr -infant cpr -conscious - unconscious choking ( adult) -conscious - unconscious choking (infant) i think i'l die after that..=( everyone is so moody..jus sian sian sian..i wonder how..2 more weeks of sch, 1 week of study break, 1 week of exams, 3 weeks of attachment..7 more weeks..how wil i survive thru..or rather..how to survive thru another 1yr 9 months..plus the 2yrs bond = 3yrs 9 month.. God...help me thru!!!!!! Wednesday, July 25, 2007
time will heal all woundswent out with jess n genie today..haha..as jess requested, we went mahanntan..or how u spell that i dunno la..yeah..n we really took alot of pic..haha..  jess took this pic of me..she forced me to smile n take pic larx..say always i take pic of myself so emo...lol..where gt.. jess n genie, taken with my phone..lol.. and yes..this is their version of seafood platter..really can fight with fish n co lorx...opps...haha.. and yes, to qian jiu me..cuz i craving for bread..we ordered this..butter n garlic sauce grilled prawns... jess, lookin super satisfied with the food..she like super amazed by it la...but it was a v good fellowship..1st time after 3 yrs we said grace together..really missed those sec sch days..lol.. genie n me before walkin to heeren jess n me before walkin to heeren...  the 3 of us..haha..my hair looks so long here larx..wanna cut hair soon..lol! dunno larx..now cut also scared attachment can't bun up..lol...i think i need to see a doc soon..have been sleepin alot alot..jus feelin v tired even thou i try to sleep as much as possible at night..literately sleep thru lectures...super difficult to stay awake..i need to become staff nurse de lehx!!!jialat..like that how...haix..exams comin... Tuesday, July 24, 2007
time will heal all woundsyes! im here to update the pictures!!!haha..  genie jess and me..both pic are the same..it really says alot...we've known each other for so long, but we have never ever taken picture together before..and finally..here's the pic of the 3 of us..i;m really happy..no words can express my joy..even zz could tell i'm v happy..and i'm gald the ppl ard me are happy for me..and they feel my joy..=) jess and me   andy, wee chong. dexter, jess, genie..i'm sure this pic means alot alot to them as well..=) 2 yrs..not long nt short..  my beloved!!!thou she forgot my name but she remembers me..as least when i appear she smiled at me and anknowledge my presence..haha..wheni asked for my name, she shy shy, smile smile and say, so long alrd..forget.,but nvm..she made up to me with 2 hugs..=) its enough..seeing u, spendin that 10min with you is all i need... time will heal all w0unds yes yes yes..i'l do photo update soon..am in sch now so its nt v convinent to do pic update..haven upload to my com yet..haha.. am having bio lect..he's like going thru the whole topic about immunity..and i'm nt listenin..haha..only shell is listenin..ping is playin bubble puzzle on my phone..LOL! wanted to play neo pets but its a forbidden website in nyp!!!argh!!! ytd was bad..rush proj like carzy..totally no mood sia..have been in sch since 8am this mornin jus to do the proj..can't blame..due today, only started ytd n its nt a ez topic.. [ nature vs nurture] how great.. tmr is bcls theory..but gonna meet jess n genie..long time since we went out..and to me, its v significant..yeah..it has been a vision that i once felt i'l never see it come to past..do ask me if u wan e full story..ahaha.. gonna be a tiring week thou..dunno how..haven been gettin enough sleep..or rather..jus feelin tired all the time..what's wrong man..~ oh wells, since he's gonna go thru the rest of the immunity thingy that he alrd taught..i think i'l sleep..haha..gonna have presentation at 2.45pm, then another tutorial at 5pm than...gonna sleep early today i think.. *i'm nt avoidin u..jus no mood to talk...i rather keep quiet than to be rude to u.. Monday, July 16, 2007
time will heal all w0undsmondays blues.. crap..today really bz like siao..its not as if really that bz..jus that there's alot of things to be done.. example : started the day with last office. how wonderful. 1627 : our break time is 1630. then 2 admission came in..bed 22 n 23..nvm..ci en n me did one each, finished about 1645. than i dunno why, suddenly there was alot of things to be done.. 1655 : ci en n i walked to the tea room, sheena was comin frm behind, than she rmb about tou di that went to ask toudi to come out, but she was doing admission too.than the MO asked for pB/P n lB/P. ci en went back to do. then sheena brought 14 to toilet n i was desperately lookin for ppl to help sheena so we can go break..n finally we ran out of the ward at 1710. came back ard 1740. another round of medication, admissions, parameters and the call bells had to ring non stop. seriously man. its all the medical case larx! so we were like checking IV, parameters, I/O, hourly, CLC, we missed 2nd break. it was suppost to be at 1900, we only went at 2000. after we come back, had this 15 min of peace, then again, IV, patients's family complaining, makin noise, saying silly things.. finished work at 2105. time passes super fast, but its too hectic. suddenly i felt the world is moving too fast. i'm shocked. of all ppl, fareed said this " i'm considering if i should stay in this line" . it did make me think a little.. oh wells, i'm signin 2 yrs of my life away on thurs. no room for such consideration alrd... once i put my signature down, there's no turning back. i HAVE to do well. i have to... totally drained...=x Friday, July 13, 2007
time will heal all woundsyeah..we celebrated ci en's birthday today..her actual birthday is tmr..but tmr no shift mahx....haha...7 of us shared money to celebrate her birthday..she v funny..she was eating bread..like so poor thing when sheena took out the cake n sang her birthday song..  we bought her this box and put alot of tibits inside..she likes to eat junk food mahx..and she was really v v happy larx...as if she recieved 1 million like that.. yeah..we made her eat the gummy on top without using spoon..haha... and yes...she enjoyed the cake like crazy man... within 5 min she finished everything...trust me, she was super proud of herself..hahahaha.. oh! that day while waitin for sheena n shu ying to finish changin..toudi n i were talkin outside the toilet..n i realised her toe looked super cute..not only one side, both sides are like that lehx! look carefully!!
genie! you ow me doughnut!! hahaahha.. *mommy..sorry i made u angry..=( * Monday, July 09, 2007
time will heal all w0unds two guys behind : dester, andy gals in front : me, jess, huifang, evette imagine how time flies..this was the e315 2004.. that's 3 yrs back..everyone has changed..in this 3 yrs..really alot of things happen..many of us has written quite a few new chapters in out lives..joys n tears... this pic is really meaningful.. right? =) time will heal all w0unds week 2 of my attachment. sheena n i didn't complete the care plan. totally forgot about medications la..haha.. until ci en was talkin about it. but nvm la..CI say can tmr hand in..but she'l mark as late. whatever lorx.. super tired.. is it jus monday blues or what.. simply can't comcentrate.. jus waitin for time to pass. thou the ward is filled with interesting ppl now...haha deb is here.. after so long.. grandma was like super happy to see her and yes, she passed her driving.. shall ask her to drive me out too.. haha free transport lehx.. nowadays take bus v ex lehx..lol! i think doris is comin too should be having dinner with them tonight ba gt this feeling we'l eat downstairs the zi char.. intendin to sleep early today. seriously felt giddy at work.. maybe its jus me or maybe its the CI.. she was talkin n i felt everythin moving.. was holdin on the the cupboard, pretendin everythin was ok.. maybe its time to see a doctor hahaha... oh wells i stil have to do my care plans.. patho is not done yet.. i'm happy! jess came back on sat.. dexter was back too.. shall update the picture soon! it really brings me joy to see jess in church.. serious.. i'l talk more about it when i update the picture.. for now, i wanna start on the patho.. oh.. zuzhang is in taiwan.. for a week - no comments - hahahahahahahahaha.. opps..=x Wednesday, July 04, 2007
time will heal all w0undsthe whole day is jus bad..met an irritating EN... jus let me blog n let everythin out alrites.. i'm here to train as a STAFF NURSE not as a EN or potter. don treat me like one. yes i know it is part of my duty to do parameters. but its not for me to be trained in doing parameters. i have done enough of that in yr 1 alrd. now its time for me to apply my skills i have learnt in yr 2. so what if u are a SEN? i wil grad as a staff nurse, a higher ranking as you. don treat me like your maid. even thou i am i student nurse, but i have my rights. stopin askin me to do your job so that you can use the ward phone and call your clients to sell them insurence. i can always go to the sister and expose you. we'l see who stays longer as a medical staff. alrites..now i feel better..haha..=x Tuesday, July 03, 2007
time will heal all w0undshaven been bloggin...super sick man..having attachment... this ward..nt v nice.. don really enjoy it.. jus want this 3 weeks to pass quickly get over n done with but after that go back to sch wil be v hectic mon - patient education ICA tue - psycho 2118 ica wed - bcls theory test =( i'm tired... |
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one more week to the end of my attachment...can't wait man..oh ya...i gt the sms frm sch this mornin sayin that exam timetable wil be released on the 16th of july..this comin mon..=( i think its time to study..hahahahahahahaha..