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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
time will heal all w0undswas listenin to this song.. - a pure heart - a pure heart that's what i longed for a heart that follows hard after Thee a pure heart that's what i longed for a heart that follows hard after Thee a heart that hides Your word so that sin wil not come in a heart that's undivided but one You rule n reign a heart that beats compassion that pleases You my Lord a sweet auroma of worship that rises to Your throne beautiful song..isn't this what every christian should go after? being a christian is not just a religion, a "label"..but most importantly, being a christian is loving God..that's the reason why we are christian.. was listenin this song while waitin for ping at white sands..was walkin around..n listenin to it..it brings me to my younger days..the times when i really lay my life down at the alter..tellin God, God, i give my life to You..do whatever You want..from this day on, i'm Yours..let everythin that i do be because of You..in whatever i do, i wan to please You and noone eles.. its been close to 4yrs since i've been a christian..thru the days, ive fail God many times..doing stupid things that wil hurt God..doing things to harm myself..but God never failed to be my comfort, He never fails to forgive me..He is the closest friend i can ever have.. time will heal all w0unds jus came back frm mic's chalet..wanted update pic..but can't seem to transfer the file..haix..next time ba.. basically, did nothin much..first time in my life, gt such event n its the guys that prepares everythin..haha..no larx..previous cg outing the bbq also the guys did most of the things...i'm quite impressed thou..thanks guys.. n i bought my childhood ice-cream..dunno if u guys tried before.its jap de..called soda ice cream..its blue-colored soda icing on the outside and vanilla ice-cream on the inside..v v nice..one box got 10 piece..it used to be $5.95 but now its $6.10..qi jia le..haha..then i let them try..really v nice..i miss that ice-cream man...i remember going to the shell station to buy with michelline during our tution break..that was p6..near PSLE we had intensive tution..intensive til like siao..tution starts at 11.30pm..ends at 5 pm.. 11.30 - 1pm its chinese tution, then 2pm - 3.30pm its english, 3.30pm to 5pm its math..can die one.. actually its only the chinese that needs alot of learnin cuz gt spelling n its more interactive..math n english is keep doing exam papers de lorx..and its ex..$750.. oh wells, at least it did me some good..my results was B A B B..not bad le.. tmr's another workin day..dunno what i'm gonna be doing at work thou..hopin wil have lunch time crowd n post office hour crowd..i wan good sales!! time will heal all w0unds figured out i wan some peace..so i off-ed my phone..lol..somethin rare huh..no larx..once in a while have some time on my own is always good.. hmm..kinda having mixed feelings now..nt gonna blog them out thou.cuz i know quite alot of ppl read this blog.. today is mooncake festival! but arx, no lantern..zz cheat me lorx..say if i get to meet him he wil buy for me..but never..cuz i workin then he also bz..lol..next time when i have kids, my husband has to buy extra lantern..cuz i wil wan to play with my kids..lol.. n now he say, maybe he wil consider buyin one for me if i'm a good gal..=( haix..hard lo.. dewei, u also my another ah pa..u wanna consider buyin for me?please~ i'm tired.. congrats to zz! he finally found a job..n a good job..at shell..but i dunno what position..this time round i won get it wrong le..its definately not pump petrol de..think its some executive position ba..cuz e last time when he said he gg SMRT for interview i thot he gg drive cab or bus..i mus be crazy la..he's a degree holder lehx! and yes zz, i'm nt that blur..i know shell sells petro not sea shells..=x Monday, September 24, 2007
time will heal all w0undstution with daryl kills..thank God i'm stil alive..lol..haha..kinda finally got to talk to mommy this mornin..that made my day..lol.. hmm..last 2 days bz replyin tags..or rather,entertainin some people that have nothing better to do..but well, it just shows that the person really lack in general knowledge..can't even talk properly..at least i'm standin in the light and i tag using my own name..don have to tag without leaving name behind, lettin others guess who the childish person is.. thanks to bangz for pei he-ing with me..or rather, we're jus speakin the truth. imagine i don even know bangz and the person that was leavin childish tags without name has a high possibility to be frm HISS, which means bangz would have known the person. but yet bangz and i can be talkin along the same line rather than the bangz siding that person. this simply shows that obviously that person is being childish and his/her behaviour is not being recognised. haha..recently i've been doing some blog reading..came across this blog where the writer is a person of substance..like normally people blog about daily life n all, but this person talks about things with deeper thinkin, really a person of substance. u can get the link from shell's blog..and that person is bangz..haha.. shell n ping, don think too much.. tmr is mooncake festival lehx..but i workin..wanna play teng long de lorx..anyone wanna come down suntec n pei me? i don mind going clarke quay to play teng long after work either..haha..jus wanna revive my childhood..what they wil say, cong wen jiu meng..lol.. oh ya..jus now i went mic hse..n i gt a new wishlist..i wan the bread machine..the one mic has at her hse..the one that can toast 2 bread at one go, than wil have triangle triangle de..  haha..i promise to eat when i have this..haha.. Friday, September 21, 2007
time will heal all w0undstoday's the first day of the openin sales..oriel n i chiong frm 12 until like 3 plus then ting yue came..we were like wondering why 2pm le she stil haven come..then oriel sms her..then we found out actually is sharon ask her come at 3 de.. alot of church ppl came today..oriel could tel larx..cuz normally these pastors, i see them frm afar de mahx..but this time i've a chance to talk to them like face to face, know their sizes n all..interesting larx!! and its really v v different..like, normally they like prim n proper de..won really joke ard de..but when they come in groups then try clothes n all..they way they joke n "play" around with one another..really..its v different..gives me a different impression of them...really..i didn't know psts can have so much fun too..lol.. walked to riverwalk frm suntec..in heels lorx..now my legs so suan..haha.. k..gonna update e other side.. =) tmr's off day again..church day! haha..gonna meet sa earlier to do some stuff..then sunday is gonna be another chiongin day for sales..lol.. congrats to wee chong! u finally POP!! =) thanks sa, for workin things out with me, for going the extra mile with me to do somethin for the cg.. =) when can the misunderstandings between us be solved? Wednesday, September 19, 2007
time will heal all w0undsits my off day..again...haha..i'm like workin alternate days like tt..cuz i only work on tue, thurs, fri, sun..only 4 days a week... went to meet ping n shell at chinatown..jus to walk around..super tired thou..dunno why.. was sittin at the bus stop waitin for bus..then 45 came..and it reminded me that i haven been takin 45 for a long long time..then a few other things occured..like the mentally disturbed man who walked past the bus stop n all.can't help but smile to myself..i guess i've been away from home for a long time..but i'm glad i'm back..i did housework today k! lol! then went compass for dinner..and i met the bio lecturer!!Dr San..but jus smile at him lorx..haha..i stil owe him homework never hand up lehx..but i passed his module..haha..not bad not bad...good enough le..haha.. than walked home frm bedok inter..simply enjoy that kinda silence..jus being alone for that 15min..singing aloud on the street..like that also good arx..isn't it? jus spendin time with urself.. tmr is another workin day..was lookin for books i wanna bring to work to read..but can't find any that i haven read yet..so anyone gt extra books? can pass to me..but pls don lend me boring books..lol.. kk..i wanna zzz soon...tired le..tmr stil need wake up early..dunno why..feelin v tired..even when i seem to have slept for long hours.. time will heal all wounds   we celebrated our dear huiying's birthday before she flew..sa, z n me..yupxx..a little unglam larx..but to her its ok..opps..i sort of said i wouldn't post this pic thou..lol.. so cute right? her name is ke'er..(kereen) only 6 months lehx..but she really cry v v loud..but i v teng her one..other than jiang da, vivi and rendra..lol.. quick! guess what is this..ping, shell..u all don say k..guess in my tag board..  yeah.these peeps are frm wd 34..dunno why but they seem to have to much fun..lol..prob only tt day ba..   sa n i went chinatown that day..brought her to buy mooncake with me..haha..n she was really amazed with the mooncake i bought..cuz she dunno that's a lao zi hao..its her first time in 19 yrs buyin mooncake lehx..haha..not bad right..after i brought the mooncake home arx..my ha ma say in dialect " zui guai jiu shi ni le la. hui mai zhe ge lao zi hao" lol..=))  haha..i finally updated pictures le..cuz i like finally found the blue tooth device..after like super long..haha..wil update more picture soon..=) time will heal all w0unds alrites..wanted to blog nice things..but think about it..this entry wouldn't be v nice.. work was ok..i actually finished readin my tian tang xiao shou today..lol..but the sales not bad..300+++...v funny.. orieal n i were readin books..the first few customers were either koreans or jap..then came in this 2 ah gua..my tian!! v v pretty lorx!! but when they talk arx..jia lat..less than 10min this indian guy came in with his wife..wah! his xiong mao..like forest man..ants go in sure get lost.. been feelin sick man..this mornin gt mornin sickness lorx..felt super nausea..xiang tu..but after that ok larx..slowly feel better.. thanks to ping n shell for visiting me at work..pei me..ahaha..at least when orieal went for break gt ppl accompany me..nt so bored..keep me entertained..n ping bought a top!! lol..thanks dewei for the cake.. ok..i'm nt suppost to say it here..but i jus feel i stil have that freedom to talk about who i've been with..afterall we're jus friends..nothing to hide..if u really need someone to talk to..pls come to me..don have to yi shen yi gui.. yupx..afterall, being in a gals sch for 10 yrs..i should have the zi ge to say, i've seen many types of gals before..ur actions n past behaviours, i'm nt surpised..kinda common in my sch..these ppl jus need attention..afterall, i can only conclude..u're really v insecure..grow up ba..as you grow more mature, its time to put away childish thinkings n grow up..think of the kind of example u wanna set for ur next generation..wil u wan ur child to behave like how u are behaving now? imagine if they do so, how wil u feel? wil u be in a position to talk to them? no. cuz u were once like that. automatically u alrd disqualified urself from that position to give ur next generation wise advice..wouldn't that be rather foolish? we're all young adults..time to act like one, behave like one and be responsible for our own actions..yao na de qi fang de xia..what is yours wil be yours..leave the past behind n walk into ur future..the world wouldn't stop spinning becuz u wan things to go back into the past. that's all i have to say..=) Monday, September 17, 2007
time will heal all w0undsok..short entry..after tt gonna zzz le..tmr stil workin de.. went to shop chinatown with sa..haha..not bad not bad..bought a shirt n 2 clips..haha..and i finally did my nails le...french..but the auntie that did my nails was v v bad..her skils not bad larx..but her attitude was v v bad...irritating.. bought mooncake for grandma n lao um..$52 lehx..ex..but worth it larx..lao zi hao..plus its to xiao shun them.. went mic hse..collect my uniform..and to teach tution..sooner or later i may jus puke blood..haix..dunno how to teach sia..hao hao jiang he also cry..sick man..where gt guys cry so easily de.. then went down to chill with mic dewei n junlin..jus talk crap lorx..ask them buy bubble tea they actually buy wrong lorx..some wierd wierd taste de..ok..after tt we found out its honeydew red tea..not honey red tea..dewei, i alrd v give face le lorx..i drink like 1/8..haha..not bad le lehx.. tmr gonna meet ping, mic, dewei n maybe junlin for cake session..again..haha..not bad not bad...sure put on weight..sianx..mus diet le!! btw, do visit this blog shop for nice clothes...the link is at my link there..."chengjun" if nt then go www.culture-fit.blogspot.com..=) Saturday, September 15, 2007
time will heal all w0undswanted to update pictures..but i can't find the blue tooth device thing to connect..so forget it..next time ba..lol.. ok..ytd marks the end of my 3 weeks attachment..FINALLY!!! lol..seriously..the last week was super bad..didn't like the ward..the staff n e ppl there..oh man..thank God i'm nt bonded to KKH...if nt i dunno how sia..n i gt tendency of having prob finding the staffroom..lol.. but i like the duo nai there..lol..this time my comments given by the CI nt bad.. "cheerful n enthuestic student. participated wel in ward routines. confident in delivering care to patients. " sianx!!starting work tmr..good also la..got work means gt income..than can "cong" zi ji..my birthday comin le mahx..wanna treat myself better..18 le lehx..zhang da le.. went to slcak with ping n shell ytd..super funny..don ask me why..but i was super high..than dewei came over arounf 12 plus..talk n slack until 3..i bought him cakes lorx!! but he v funny la..reaction so slow..dai dai de..after tt i went to sleep..suddenly v tired...but stil woke up quite early.. sianx..think i wanna sleep le..tmr workin..headache..its comin back man..past few days alrd have headache le..but i try to control..don take pills..scared later addicted..cuz e dosage quite high de..sianx.. Monday, September 10, 2007
time will heal all w0undsjus told shell i wouldn't be blogging..but nvm la..since i on my com le..jus wanna declear..this one week wouldn't be good..=( went crazy today..alrd bought rice le..but dunno why..saw the bread than wanna eat bread..so went to buy toast..lol..ended up eatin the bread n nt the rice..super waste money...somemore kkh food v ex..lol.. but gt eat can le larx horx. v tired..limited energy span man..=( time will heal all w0unds went chomp chomp with shell n ping jus now..lol..wanted go liquid kitchen..but never... zz went clinic ytd lorx!! never jio somemore!! =( ping, shell, tmr life band openin, next week we go larx..lol!! dewei: i'm lookin forward to playin games tmr..lol. another one more week at kkh n i;m done with this posting le..super tired..sian of gg kkh..feels bad seeing those sick childrens..feel bad when the repost pass are NAI cases..feel bad when i see those little children having their parents by their side.. haix.. results comin out on friday arx!!!!shen zi guan tou lehx..all i ask for is a pass..i'l be happy..... starting to plan for my future.. diploma grad : 19 bond end : 21 adv.dip : 23 bond end : 25 degree : 26 NIE : 28 CI :29 i'l be 29 when i finish my studies..achieving the status i wan..but is that what i really wan? i stil wanna go missions..set up a family? maybe? i stil wanna serve God..but how? life is getting tougher.. changes.. birthday is comin..ha..for the fun of it..i dunno why..i'm counting down..i'l be 18 this birthday..wanna go on a holiday durin my birthday thou..my birthday wish wil always be the same..since i was 6, my birthday wish had never change..lol..childish horx..wonder i mus make this wish til how old then it'l come true..but..i stil gt my wish list..lol...this yr all the things i wan all ex ex de.. - ipod nano (white) - the perfume that i can't seem to find - bag (s) - jacket (s) - m]phosis dress (white) - heels - laptop - swatch watch - school supplies i jus wanna a shoppin spree..haha..like i say online ppl wil know what i wan like tt.. i stil can't seem to communicate with u Saturday, September 08, 2007
time will heal all w0undsshall take this time to blog..haha..ok.. alrite larx..2 weeks of attachment ended le..but i stil got one more week at kkh..but change ward le lorx..2 weeks there..more than enough le lorx..aha.. milk, water, diapers, feed..lol..shall update photo soon..my baby is soo cute! haha..gt a few that i'm quite attached to.. - alex - darryl - vivi - keeryn - jiangda haha..maybe cuz i face them more..n they interact with me more..than like they rmb me de mahx..so when i carry they will like smile smile or stop cryin..for darryl n alex case, they js enjoy comin to me n talk to me..haha..cuz they wan me bring them go level 8 playroom..lol.. next week going obs le..dunno how it wil be like..n its special posting!!! no allowance!! =(( i dunno what to blog lehx..been thinkin of bloggin like everyday..seems to always have things to blog..but drag until now arx, dunno what i wanna blog.can't rmb le..lol.. jus know that i had a very hectic 2 weeks attachment at kkh..ward 56.. haha..now stil having talk..had overnite steamboat.. ppl involved : -shell -ping -peisi -dewei -junlin -cheryl -me!! haha...and dewei jus woke up..scared he wil sleep by the door man..fight space with me lehx!! haha..what lorx..being targeted here la..=( nvm la..can entertain them mahx...lol... huiying gonna go china on tue..sept 11..lol..what a nice date..got her al the medications..got mistaken by the sales gal thou..lol..she thot i somethin wrong why buy so much drug lorx..than i told her i buying for my fren cuz she gg overseas... congrats to zuzhang!! he finally grad frm sot le...=)) nominated as overall best performance student lehx..-wahx- kk..they all gg back le..n i need to sleep soon..have been awake since 5 plus ytd mornin... |
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