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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

clean away dust!!

haha..didn't go sch today..felt super giddy when i woke up..slept on til about 10 plus 11am than go see doctor..yeah..came back with plenty of medication..but arx..actually only gt 2 medication de..but he gave another two types of med is to cover up the side effects of the first two he gave..

so ya..its 6 tab at one go..

ping like reminded me that tue gotta had in tutorial..alrd v tired..plus gt tution at 730 n end sch at 6pm..but we stil made our way to the lib and print the silly LeMone med-surg book..left sch ard 6.30pm than go mic hse teach daryl..

noone at home..so mic n i went hougang to buy some stuff, went their hse n cooked a simple meal for them..fried rice n soup..not bad..=)

tue also daryl tution..by the time i reach home..KO le..cannot take it anymore..

didn't go sch..but i went work..ha..cuz sharon needs to go meetin..leavin lisha alone in shop v ke lian de..wanna go toilet also need to close shutters..so jus go lorx..than zz came down..yupx..

i'm lookin forward to next thurs..8th nov..cuz its a holiday!! u'll never treasure holidays when u can sit at home n do nothin until ur current life is packed with things to do every single day that u can't even rest well..=x

Friday, October 26, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

its e- learnin day!!! haha..started downloadin lectures at around 10am..i thot wil take super long..but no lehx..like 10 min then all done lo..so slack lorx..

no larx..was lookin forward to this day when i have one whole day to myself..wanted to do alot of things..but arx..dunno how also..can't make up my mind on what i wanna do..

wanna go cut hair, maybe rebond hair..see how..than wanna go buy things...meet cherlyn go ikea..pass back daryl his assessment..scold him..don talk about him le lorx..say le my blood will boil..wil haematomasis..lol..

thanks to ping n shell...thanks for the dress n for accompanying me..=)

Tuesday, October 23, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

time to clear away dust from this blog..
haha..

haven got the time to blog..super bz with sch n work

mon-sch til 6pm + tution
tue- sch til 6pm
wed - sch til 3 pm + work til 9.30pm
thurs - sch til 8pm
fri - sch til 4pm + cg
sat - church
sun - work frm 11am - 930pm

packed packed packed

not enough sleep..not enough rest..feelin super tired..struggling to stay awake every single day..suddenly i feel so tied down..seems like i brought it upon myself..arranging so much things for myself..packed my everyday..

turnin 18 in 5 days time..was lookin forward to it...but now when its gettin closer and closer..i kinda don look forward..to be truthful..i'm afraid of disappointment..haix

pls pls..hopes are not high..don fall down on me..

i wanna try to sleep early..dowan my health to fail on me again..

Monday, October 15, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

first day of sch..here are my modules..

HS2082- BIOLOGICAL SCIENCE
HS 2057- CLINICAL LA IIB
HS2037- MEDICAL SURGICAL NURSING
HS 2056- RESEARCH METHODS
HS 2119- SOCIOLOGY OF PRACTITIONER-PATIENT RELATIONSHIP
HS 2119.1 - ABNORMAL PSYCHOLOGY
HS 2119.2 - BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION
HS 2117- PRINCIPLES AND PRACTICES OF MENTAL HEALTH NURSING

is u realised, the last 4 has got to do with mental health..jialat..maybe at the end of the sem..i'll become a mental health patient as well..let's pray i don't man..

super tired..actually wanted to blog ytd de..some super funny things happened on my way home..n i wanted to blog the picture i took at work on sunday..but.another day ba..very tired...later stil need to mark daryl's assessments..-puke blood- then write all the birthday cards..its only the first day of school..how wil i survive thru the next 16 weeks..dear God..pull me thru!!

gonna meet genie n jess tmr to celebrate jess birthday..in advance..cuz i can't make it on wed..i'm really sorry..=( sorry i haven been able to make time for u guys..when u guys are free and i'm not..i would really love to join u guys..but my timetable n responsibility doesn't allow it..jus wanna say..i do treasure this frenship between us..yes i do..

thanks cherlyn, thanks esther..i know u guys are tryin, together with me to build this friendship..thank you for trying..it will flourish..=) i believe..

i'm feelin the stress..maybe cuz work too much..i feel the strain on my health too..

i'm confessing..i will survive thru yr 2 sem 2..the power of confession is above all other motivations..

Saturday, October 13, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

updates..

no mood to blog..

sch is startin in like 2 days..
and i jus realised what i did..i kinda packed all my days till super full..everyday is chionging..sch hours is long enough..projects and assignments will start flooding in..stress will uprise..yet i stil flood myself with endless tutions and work..

what am i runnin frm?

Thursday, October 11, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

works makes me v tired...esp when i've been workin in consequetive 4 days..can die..

esther sent me this song..to me, its really v v meaningful..so c the lyrics..read it..its called "over you" by Chris Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.'
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,I got over you.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

doris came n visit me! haha...doris is my cousin larx..cuz i told them i workin there..so thot they might come over n visit..like see see look look..but she actually brought me out for dinner larx!super shocked...she like came all the way down jus to have dinner with me n spend time with me..super gan dong..i see her not more than 10 times in a year that kind de lorx..its jus that 1.5h..but i really enjoyed that time spent together..its the quality of the fellowship, not the quantity....=)

esther sent me this few english songs..didn't listen to it until i was on the bus going to work..wahhhh i tel u arx...listen in series..i almost cried..don ask why..lol..

here's one of the song i like " the reason why" by the click five

YesterdayI waited for your friends to walk away
So I could say just what I mean
I know we're moving fast
We're running from the past
I'm holding on before it fades away
Could it be that maybe it's our first mistake
And Baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love
Standing still
I'm waiting round to see if this is real
Cause I feel like I'm asleep
I'll open up my eyes
Cause you might be the type
Of girl that makes me dream when I'm awake
Could it be that maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love
So tell me can this really work
Or will we end up getting hurt
Is this love or myth
So tell me are you in for this
There's so much than we can see
More than you
More than me
It takes two to believe
Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love
That's the reason why when you're young you fall in love
That's the reason why when you're young you fall in love

Monday, October 08, 2007
time will heal all wounds

yay! i went ikea to shop today! haha..

went to teach daryl tution..almost bao xue guan...explain 6-7 times he stil ask stupid questions..prob after his end of yr, i wil tel his mum..i dowan die so early..was suppost to meet zz..but he say change day..too bad, wed i nt free...haha..so i decided to go hougang mall..wanted buy stuff for school..then suddenly thot of buyin box to put my lecture notes..those yr 1 and yr 2 sem1 notes....so i headed down to ikea..alone..haha..

bought this box..had a hard time lookin for it..cuz the display was at level 4..but i couldn't find..cuz the stock was at level 3..haha..so i carried the display piece..walked all ard and look for it ..in e end i ask the super nice sales guy..who kindly brought me down to get the stock..haha..
and this!!!its super cute..actually i thot its sold seperately..cuz gt 3 sizes..i wanted the second size to use as pencil case de..cuz my current one is too small..not ideal for sch use..although its good for exam use..but school i wil wanna keep more coloured pens mahx..but i couldn't find stock.so i jus took the display piece..only at the counter then the cashier told me its 3-in one de lorx..haha..so paiseh..then i smile smile..super paiseh..paid n went in to get the stuff again..
see!! its so cute right?!haha..look forward to seeing me use it in sch ok? lol...
haha..and i bought this...saw it at level 4..where they had all the kids things..super cute..bought one for myself..then think think..went back to get another 2..buy for ping n shell..super super cute can..its like one side can stamp de..gt different shapes.then e other side is markers..lol..cute right?



time will heal all w0unds

back frm jiejie's weddin..man..its tiring..don ask y..

yeah..to make jiejie open door, francis had to do several things

-present 28 old $1 notes
-eat raw bittergourd
-drink freshly squeezed lime juice
-eat ginger
-put on lipstick

then he had to make some speech n "hong" jiejie to open the door..but he really v funny..all he said was "bao bei, bao bei, u know i dunno how say all these things de....." then ping jun (my little nephew) came n say, "uncle francis, u dunno how say, write lorx..than put thru the door" cute right!! n yes, jiejie opened the door..haha

then the tea ceremony..jiejie actually printed her own ang pow..

yeah..but the weddin arx..alot of food..alot alot..eat until i wanna die..

but i'm really v v happy..they frm i pri 2 alrd patoh..started when jiejie wan only sec 2..at that time francis stil ridin bicycle..haha..v v funny..i grew up watchin their love story..lol..=) but really..durin the tea ceremony, ma ma was closed to tears when she put on the "4 dian jin " for jiejie..then she ask francis " this time u stil gonna cal uncle auntie?" haha.. i think..jiejie has the best marriage in this family..

i wan my marriage to be as blissful as jiejie's one..and then...another surprise dropped!

lingling jiejie is gonna ROM on the 10th of november!! and deb wil rom on the 11th november! i'll be super bz over the weekends larx..dunno how sia..super big surpise larx..

and i met weixin..this gal that i played with when i was young..but she really v v smart de larx..she is those straight A student..studies in tkgs, special stream..and i dunno which jc..but i know is some top jc de..she doing A levels..she stil look the same..but i think her mum a little shocked at my dressin..haha..maybe cuz my dress a little short today..aha..
my cousin..deb..haha..cuz she was sittin opposite of me..she gonna ROM on the 11th nov..congrats!! and know what, we share the same birthday..lol..
and yes..i'm v v tired..didn;t take much picture..cuz its all taken by the professional camera man..he really super pro..dunno how to say sia..lol..when its developed..think jiejie wil give us ba..those who wanna c can ask frm me..if i can, i try to upload..

Thursday, October 04, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

all i see is monks..
Asian International Kadampa Buddhist Festival
that's the reason why...

i wonder how sales is gonna improve when all i see is monks..
why wil they buy our clothes..they have uniform to wear..opps..

wil u remember ur little gal is turnin 18 soon?

Wednesday, October 03, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

update on birthday wish list..cuz gt ppl say all the things i wan all so ex

- ipod nano-sliver?white?
- sony dsct20 cybershot-pink?black?
- ds lite-white?
- philips bread toaster
- bag for school use
- flip flop to flop to school
- shoe to wear for clinical ( i don mind the kappa one we saw at far east - converse)
- clothes? skirts? shorts?
- swatch watch
- jacket / cardigen ( jus don buy the same yellow one that i jus bought )
- feel loved, health, happiness

actually arx..i don really mind what is given to me..cuz whatever u give will reflect how much you know me..so if u give somethin that i don like, or something that i wil never use, or so not me..then i'l know how much i weigh in ur heart.. yupx..don think so much..its jus birthday..dunno how i wil spend tt day..wil i even celebrate?

time will heal all w0unds

yay! i finally fufilled my craving..haha..but i stil wan mommy to bring me there..spoilt kid horx..lol..

met ping n shell...sorry i was late..=x..walked ard..shop ard..i really enjoy times like tt..haha..bought alot of things.=( burn hole in my pocket man..

-cardigen
-heels
-dress

alot man..hardly i wil buy so much jus in one stop..serious man..even if i in shoppin mood also hardly wil spend like tt...or i should say, retail therapy ba..

wind wind..blow my moodiness away..

yeah..after that went mic hse to get somethings..than came back..super tired le..

mic, ping, thanks for accompanying me today..
ping - thanks for the cake! =) zhen you wo de xin..
mic - thanks for fufillin my craving with me even thou u no feel..=)

wind wind...blow my nightmares away..

time will heal all wounds

yeah..i bought this tissue..cute right..fun pack lehx..cuz it only cost $1.30..cheap right! n its so cute..
i came across tis article..really like it man..lol..
thot of cuttin my hair like that..should i? give me comments!!
haha..some pictures taken during the chalet..this steamboat..is eat half way le..haha..
haha..the person who opened the chalet..mic..lol..see, she happily eating ice-cream cum steamboat lorx..
dewei and...i forgot her name..when i remember then i blog..sorry arx..paiseh..lol..
heh heh..
that's all..=)



Tuesday, October 02, 2007
time will heal all w0unds

yes, back to blog..haha..haven been bloggin for days..

jiejie's gettin married this sunday..actually she's married..as in she ROM like last yr le..when i was waiting for poly..or that's last last yr? haha.. this sun is the traditional weddin...so like have been searchin for clothes to wear..look forward to my post on pictures yeah..haha..

i dunno what to write..recently had been work work work..super no life..and school is starting like super soon..that's yr2 sem2..soon it'll be yr3 sem2, PRCP, then work work work...

haix..

blow my moodiness away..its killing me..



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