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joyce twenty - one registered nurse and i truly love my job! i love my family and i'm proud to be a chc member, from CJ zone, alice's cg nothing beats living life to its fullest potential More than words.
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
time will heal all w0undsyox!! bloggin again..haha..workin now thou..lisha outside..she wanna use the counter so i come in n use the store table lorx..haha..its ok la.i enjoy it..lol.. stil strugglin to stay awake..some lessons seriously wil auto shut down de lorx..but i try ok..mornin never eat also sleepy...after lunch also sleepy..dunno how sia.. recently always feelin hungry..lol..scared put on weight arx!! later all the clothes cannot wear..than chan le worx..i dowan i dowan i dowan.. and yes, i had been wantin to say this, a few post ago i wrote , for guys to send in resume, no wi take back those words alright...i'm nt ready for any r/s at this point of time..so ya..i wan to give my bf cum future husband the best..cuz i feel i won be able to commit when i'm stil in sch and i wana carrer and be financially stable before i step into a relationship..yupx..so yes..ppl, stop askin me to anyhow grab a guy n all k..i got high expectations de.. so ya..a stone off my chest..lol. christmas is comin..a time of celebration, a time to sow abundantly in to the economy..lol..boss ask me what's my cg commitment for x'mas svc...i say i dunno..my cgl bz with zone camp, never say..then arx..she immediately say, then i don care, i book u first..lol..oh wells, she made me feel loved..at least i know i am needed and wanted by her..=) maybe cuz of my awesome sales on sun..but stil, it feels good knowin that u are appreciated n ppl wants u to be ard right.. ok..i'm seriously hungry Tuesday, November 27, 2007
time will heal all w0undsi'm tired..did something stupid ytd.. think i was too anxious..super scared that i wil be late today..keep wakin up during my sleep..had a very unpeaceful night.. seriously struggled to stay awake in lectures man..but i did...only doze off for a shile durin ab psych..wanted to give up n sleep de lorx..but since its last lect le..than be good n listen..lol.. waitin for my hair to dry..then wanna sleeep le.. thank God i had a super nice lecturer for skills assessment..thanks alot..if nt i may need to go for retest de..=)) i feel distant frm u..do u feel it? Saturday, November 24, 2007
time will heal all w0undsi'm a little distracted watchin ai qing mo fa shi..alrd watched on u tube lo.but stil..this kinda drama can watch again and again and again one lorx.. anyway.. sch is sianz..lol..fri is suppost to be my shortest day of the week for sch larx..but today booked 3h of lab..what to do? tue is clinical practical exam lo...cannot afford not to do well..i feel the stress..literately felt it..esp today..everyone is like so kan cheong.."fightin" to use the pump, the manikin. to keep practicing n doin skills, lookin for assessor to help them..if my class is like that, i can imagine the other classes even more hiong lorx..that means i really have to study..cuz if everyone does wel, there's not much moderation!!!=( i'm tired..haha..the wierd thin is..ping shel n i kept tellin one another sayin that the next day wil start sch later n later..cuz thurs is 11 then fri is 12..so on wed we were sayin, reach home early than can sleep longer..but we all slept late on wed, so thurs stil v tired..nvm..thus was sayin fro start at 12, even if sleep at 1 also ok..but.........we slept ard 2 plus..ping best, ard 3 plus..so today go sch..stil super duper tired..next week time table wil be much better..gonna start to chiong work lo...=) an sms frm her in the mornin on my way to sch..it made my day...jus one was enough to make last me thru..i really miss u..zhi dao ni ao er hai shi hui xiang qi wo, wo zhen de hen xin wei..=) Thursday, November 22, 2007
time will heal all w0undsi remembered what i wanted to blog le.. my pencil.. i lost my beloved pencil on monday..=( super depressin la.. bought another pencil, the exact same one on tues..gues what.. wed afternoon, i lost it in ltk1 =(( went to buy a cheaper pencil on wed night..pls don go away from me anymore.. i love my pencil.. Wednesday, November 21, 2007
time will heal all w0undsyay!! my silly internet is finally fixed up!! haha.. the singtel person actually came ytd de..but arx..he said : " sorry, i can't help much, my senior technician wil come tmr" and yes, the person came today and it was fixed!! yay!! if not tmr i sure call singtel n complain de lorx.. but stil..my mp3 seems like its gonna die any moment..DIL le..haix.. went to slack with ping n shell after theory exam today..i seriously did all i can remember le.. if u think u're so great, go ahead and be the group leader..empty vessels makes the most noise..know where u stand before makin so much comments..don try to act, you're a person of no reputation, no substance in front of us all. i'm holdin my cool..trust me, one day i wil explode..try me.. one paper down..next week is clinical practical..followed by 3rd n 4th dec..two ICA at one go.. i forgot what i wanna blog..ha..totally cannot remember..think jus now use too much brain cells alrd...gonna K.O soon lo.. oh..someone said i was pastoral..first time eh..i was never known to be pastoral.. Sunday, November 18, 2007
time will heal all w0undsyay! finally get to blog..internet at home is down..the m.i.o ppl only comin down on tuesday..so......haix..ya larx..cannot do anythin much le lorx..i miss my fluffy aka joycey..thank you alice mommy for the little companion u gave to joycey..and for feedin joycey for me..haha..man..think i'm gg crazy over that game.. ytd svc was great..pst preached n paint at the same time..its the first time i see someone paint live..quite exciting for me..today also v excited..cuz like he gonna do another drawin..then arx..lisha n i decided to use boss com to watch svc online..haha..cause really wanna see how the drawin look like..and i'm blessed..yes, i repeat..i'm blessed..=) suddenly dunno what to blog..ha.. i'm ready to talk if u are.. Thursday, November 15, 2007
time will heal all w0undsdidn't go for med-surg lect today..cuz its from 12pm-1pm...then its 5h break..might as well don go..it wil take me 1.5h to travel to sch and another 1.5h to travel home, then another 1.5h to travel to sch for night class..that's wasting 4.5h alrd larx...so what's the point right..might as wel jus skip that one hour class n save 4.5h..i guess my attendance is quite alright.. later stil got night class...lab arx..sianx..sian also must go..cuz its clinical lab..i dowan to do make up.. went to work after sch ytd..u guys are so sweet..genie, mich, ce came down to have dinner with me..that's v nice of u..thou i got targeted the whole time..but its better the the past few times when i was more like a wall flower..thanks!! went back to work..had a few wierd customers..then me n lisha keep laughin..we kinda managed to use gloria jeans internet access..so like ya..haha..we were playin neopets larx!! zuzhang n alice came down after that..to bring me out for cakes! ahha..thanks alot for making time for me..=) i do appreciate ur efforts..=) i wil be strong, i wil live well..don worry kays.. oh man..exams are comin..lol.. 21st Nov 07 - hs 2057 theory test 27th Nov 07 - hs 2057 clinical test 03rd Dec 07 - hs 2117 ICA 04th Dec 07 - hs 2037 ICA 10th Dec 07 - hs 2082 ICA (practical) 13th Dec 07 - hs 2056 theory test 10th Jan 08 - hs 2119 ICA 11th Jan 08 - hs 2056 ICA 21st Jan 08 - 06th Jan 08 - atttachment, (cgh) 11th Feb 08 - 22nd Feb 08- SEMESTERAL EXAMS!! 25th Feb 08 - 07th Mar 08 - attachment, (imh) 10th Mar 08 - 14th Mar 08 - attachment, (kkh) then............. holidays!!!!!!!!!! time flies..another one yr n a few months i'll be out there in the workin society le..can't imagine how it'lll be like.. Tuesday, November 13, 2007
time will heal all w0undsi'm broke!!haha..played the stupif fluffy race in face book..don really get the trick..so hard to play..and alice mommy fed my "joycey" with hamburger!! haha..interesting..lol..i'm like tt poor til i cannot even feed my own pet..haix..sad.. super tired ytd..didn't feel wel at night..slept like before10..ard9 plus..woke up ard 5 plus this mornin cuz gt 8am class..then went lib to sleep..really k.o..dunno y..tired like siao..don ask me why... my henna is stil ard...but no time to upload picture..haix..stil wanna play my race..but mus wait for a while..cuz my pet tired alrd..haha..like me..easily tired.. went to meet my maid (esther)..lol..silly gal.ask me eat malay food..i don eat malay food..but she wan eat that..so nvm ba..didn't reat much..no feel.. tmr gt work after lecture..ha..dunno if cheryl workin nt..can teach her some ropes..so she won feel so bored..lol.. theory exam is next wed!!!! followed by practical..sianx..i hate exams..lol.who doesn't..v fast i'l be done with yr 2 sem 2.then gone..yr 3 wil past even faster.. and out there i wil be..in the workin society..to be specific, CGH. hopefully, ward 18 make me feel loved.. Sunday, November 11, 2007
time will heal all w0undswent for lingling jiejie's rom today.. i mus say my cousin is really pretty.. tmr wil be debbie's rom.. these are the people that watched me grow up. these are the jiejie that fed me when i was young being the youngest xiao mei in the family there are times they wil grow up and dowan bring me out dowan bring me go playground but stil they remember me and i'm thankful for that at least..they know there's stil a little cousin and u guys remembers me when u have somethin like when u gt nice food or when u go for holidays n all thank you. watchin my cousins get married.. like 3 in 2 months haha xiao yan jiejie, my first tutor lingling jiejie, i used to be scared of her.. debbie, my special cousin that share the same birthday as me. i feel happy for u gals..and really.. i believe u wil lead happy blissful lives.. i wanna marry to a good guy too.. anyone wants to send in resume?? =x i need to zzz soon i guess. gg tmr mornin svc.. than go for deb's rom Thursday, November 08, 2007
time will heal all w0undswent for discipleship.. actually its jus fellowship ha..met sa at city hall..then went river island to buy her dad's present oh! uob card gt 20% discount..haha met zz n pj then zz had to go for meetin went bugis with sa n pj shopped bought a dress for weekend's roms with the "s" cuz gt 2 rom this weekend lol dunno why..like all rushin to get married like tt then share with sa bought a vest for pj a shirt for brandon =) went to meet esther after tt oh man had v had backache seriously it hurts like siao not that kinda pain but jus v v "suan' told esther i felt like pregnant women and this stupid gal looked at my stomach and look at my face make me feel so embrass then go n2 to buy apollo thanks arx yuting make me walk up n down lookin for ur hse stil dowan open door for me tmr gt sch my head hurts since ytd argh its on off on off medication don seems to be workin argh!! time will heal all w0unds finally! another break n holiday.. can sleep in a little longer don have to force myself awake.. disaster! the hairdresser cut my hair until so....ah lian looking can't help it.. thinkin of gg to another hairdresser see can help nt i wanna look more guai..i'm a guai kia lehx!! lol woke up with this wierd feelin stomach feels super wierd.. then the pain came.. like so expected larx had headache durin work can die then i realised i brought the sunprox out..but i forgot the famatidine.. but at the moment can't be bothered.. i jus needed to get rid of the pain so ya now like tt lorx.. and yes!! i found my apollo!! went to meet esther n cherlyn then esther n i walked to n2.. that's why we saw the shop and went in and yes!! i found my apollo!! that really made my day haha..and its cheap!! like 30 pac for $2.90 and i've been faithfully bringin tt to sch to share with ping n shell too!! haha and i wil say my first time drinkin bubble tea with mini pearls. not nice!!!! mus original big big pearls.. lol my first time eatin mini pearls given to esther lehx!! lol.. next week's time table is crazy.. haix i'm partially jobless not teachin tution le anyone wanna give me some assignments?? Sunday, November 04, 2007
time will heal all w0undsjus came back frm work not long ago..today's sales was good..the first time i see 4 digit during my shifts..lol.. $1007.66 nice horx..haha..thank God there's sales today..seriously..jus 13 customers..but all spent quite alot..so good sales!!=) yupx..the rest of the post wil be rather emotional.. jess : i read ur blog.. secondary school days..i don miss that period..sec 1 and 2, those are my rebellious days..days when i spend most of my time in RTC, when every teacher know me, for the wrong reason.. but i remembered my sec 3 days..when i fell out with qing..u guys were there to pull me thru..i remember one particular event..when we were at the trophy area..when megan's clique were lookin at me, critisizing me..and u guys stared back at them n told me "don't care about them, they are not perfect either" and u guys backed me up..and i rmb sweet celestine baking brownies for me..my dear partner who sat next to me n put up wth my sleeping..lol.. sec 4 was even worse..my results totally cannot make it..but u guys helped me..genie dragged me to tution..mich dragged me out to study..what hit me the most was when jess n genie left church..to be honest..i really felt betrayed..u guys were the one who encouraged me to lvoe God more, u guys were the ones who taught me how to pray and encouraged me with little notes n bible verses..it took me a long time to come out of that.. when we left sac..we were all bz with our things..u guys were bz dating..and i was bz workin..u guys always say i don make time for u all..always bz with church things..but have u made the effort to talk to me? sms me? or only sms me when u guys arrange meeting? and when we meet up its jus u guys talkin among urselves about ur bf? don't u realised u dunno anythin about me? u dunno what's going on in my life..or rather..i didn't like going for meetups..why? cuz i dunno what's going on..i can't blend in..i dunno what to say..totally not updated..its jus..silence.. but i'm stil glad i know u guys..thank God for allowing me to be part of ur memories and for u guys to be my cliques..thank God for restored friendships..i do feel the effort u guys are taking to remember one another..to remember me and include me.. my resolution..i wil make more time for u guys..i promise..but this wil take 2 ways..i can't work ths friendship out on my own..we both need to make the effort..i wil make time for u..but u guys wil have to do the same..to "abandon" ur other half n make time for me too..alrights? jess, genie, michelle, celestine, i do treaure the friendship that i have with u guys..and i want to see it grow..let's not keep hangin onto the past and say we miss the days in sac..but let's work to making our future..now..the present days, the best days of our lives..its not only when we are in the same class, see each other 5 days or even 6 days a week that we are able to establish a strong friendship and be updated about one another's lives..but let's make our everyday counts.. i'm willing to sow the seed and water it..will you be willing to join me? |
Goodbye.
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