it speaks alot to me. time flies, this is my fifth yr as a christian. it does get a little dry. i'm a little more matured in the Lord, able to give some advices to the younger ones..my words has to tally with my actions..many a times i always encourage them to press on in this race with God. to depend on God..but deep down in my own heart, my own walk with God..its a little dry..i've learnt many things in church, thru services, cg, bible studies..even to learn n give bible studies..but sometimes i do feel something is missing..but i can't figure out what is that something..

like what lorraine says, God place leaders above us for a reason. zuzhang answered my question. the something missing - the basics. the basic things i have to get right. the basics of praying and coming to God like a child yearning to spend time with her Abba Father. not jus praying for the needs in my life, prayin for the ppl ard me, praying for breakthru, prayer desires, but wanting to spend time with God..jus purely spend time with Him n not wanting anything eles but His embrace.

i need to get my life back right with God. the fire n desire i had when i was a young believer. that pure thought and child like faith. jus like what pst preached this week. You are the King of kings, i am Your child. i will treat myself right. have the right mindset of myself.

its a new start. a new beginning.

i will stand with You, my Jesus take my all.