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joyce
twenty - one
registered nurse
and i truly love my job!
i love my family
and i'm proud to be a chc member, from CJ zone, alice's cg

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Saturday, July 26, 2008
time will heal all w0unds

an impt person sms me today. am encouraged by what she said.

(.....) it says, if you've had unfair things happen to you, or people have robbed or cheated you, e bible says, God will bring you out with twice what you had before. if you are struggling through tough times, start declaring "i'm comin out of this experience with twice the joy, twoce the peace, twice the honor, twice the promotion" everyday when you get up, declare "this is going to be a day of victory in my life. i'm expecting God's unprecedented favor. promotion, favor, increase, they're all on the way"

i'm encouraged! thank you. thank you for remembering me. i will put this up on my mirror with my to-do list. every mornin i will make it a point to read out loud to myself.

to all who sms-ed me the past week,

jus wanna say, i'm really ok. looked a little white, a little pale cuz i didn't have enough sleep that day, was up early in the mornin at NUH. i'm ok. really fine. jus a little tired, drained out. so, fang xin alright.

one more month is campus. then i'm out. 3 yrs of poly ends jus like that..but i'm glad..i didn't waste my life away like how i did in secondary sch..at least i feel i've accomplished something, i've done something..i've acquired knowledge..from someone that only has basic first aid skills, to someone who is soon to be qualifed and considered as an offical healthcare worker.

i'm one step closer to my dream n vision.

Friday, July 18, 2008
time will heal all w0unds

hey hey! final yr. took picture today..ahaha..ppl, u can get the pictures frm me or haslinda..didn't post the entire class one cuz its kinda blur..we'll go some editing first..

this is subgroup 3. fareed, huan huan, lifang, sarina, huanying



this is my subgroup. subgroup one. the group that is known for its efficiency..ahaha..oh wells..that's me praising my own group..of course! i'm the subgroup leader lehx..mus be proud of my own group seh..from left. yvonne, joyce, michelle, huiping. my comedy buddy 1 and 2
hah..combine subgroup..combine 2 and 4. frm left to right. last row to first row. yujie, ruba, farhana, haslinda, evelyn, yuan yuan, wani, huizhen, lyn.
last but not least. leader n assistant leader..hahaha...n half of yujie behind us..lol..i look spactic..hair too flat!!

Thursday, July 17, 2008
time will heal all w0unds

endurence.
joyce, you can do it.
its another 5 weeks.

i'm tired.
very very tired.
no amount of sleep seem enough.

after my exams.
i wanna shop
i wanna do alot alot of things.

i wanna go holiday.

take a break
love myself

life is sad enough.
not loving myself makes it even sadder.

i read an sms i kept in my phone for a long long time
"Joyce, you;re much nicer when you're not moody. will you not be moody to me?"

someone told me this.
"you will be willing when you see how much others will miss out because your obedience. thousands of souls."

will i be willing? willing to let go?
God, what's in my future?
not walking purposeless
but God, its a struggle to go the extra mile
do extra things
refining myself, cultivating the fruits..

stretched
feeling very stretched

i need to expand my capacity

Monday, July 14, 2008
time will heal all w0unds

learnt a new worship song in church this week.
it really caught my heart.

here's the lyrics.

mercies that rise with the new morn
set me apart as a new born

each moment i live
by faith i believe
with You i'm never alone

darkness may come
trials seems so long
You are the light i depend on
through valleys and storm
Your Word keeps me strong
my shelter, refuge and song

i trust in You

Everyday i live
i know You are my God
i lift my face and look to You my God
even when the mountains tremble and a thousand fall
i will stand with You
my Jesus take my all

it speaks alot to me. time flies, this is my fifth yr as a christian. it does get a little dry. i'm a little more matured in the Lord, able to give some advices to the younger ones..my words has to tally with my actions..many a times i always encourage them to press on in this race with God. to depend on God..but deep down in my own heart, my own walk with God..its a little dry..i've learnt many things in church, thru services, cg, bible studies..even to learn n give bible studies..but sometimes i do feel something is missing..but i can't figure out what is that something..

like what lorraine says, God place leaders above us for a reason. zuzhang answered my question. the something missing - the basics. the basic things i have to get right. the basics of praying and coming to God like a child yearning to spend time with her Abba Father. not jus praying for the needs in my life, prayin for the ppl ard me, praying for breakthru, prayer desires, but wanting to spend time with God..jus purely spend time with Him n not wanting anything eles but His embrace.

i need to get my life back right with God. the fire n desire i had when i was a young believer. that pure thought and child like faith. jus like what pst preached this week. You are the King of kings, i am Your child. i will treat myself right. have the right mindset of myself.
its a new start. a new beginning.
i will stand with You, my Jesus take my all.

Sunday, July 13, 2008
time will heal all w0unds

i'm busy.
hah.

4 times this week i was in town.
go into the same shop like 4 times a week la.

oh wells

but i did enjoyed myself.
with different ppl
but i'm glad i made the choice to meet u guys

thou i really felt like sendin a last min sms to back out

been fallin asleep in class.
can't sleep at night.
its not a nice feeling.
turn n turn.
look at the clock, alr 3 plus.
8am class means waking up at 6am for sch

next week got,
HPP plan ICA (HS 3034)
clinical skills test (round 1)
clinical theory exam (HS 3041)

the week after got somemore things la..
but off hand i cannot remember much.

semesteral exams starts on the 14th Aug.

get over n done with it.
its my last chance to brush up my GPA.
oh wells.

i'll be a good girl next week
n stay home more often.

proj meetin tmr
or rather 12h later.

hah.

Thursday, July 03, 2008
time will heal all w0unds

oh wells. i haven blogged for a long time thou i'm like always online. or rather. everyday u'll see me online.

do visit my blogshop at http://simplicity-ingenueous.blogspot.com. haha. u'll be greatly appreciated. =)

sch's gonna be bz the next few wekks..then its semesteral exams..i may be hard to get for the next few weeks..but i promise i'll respond to sms-es n if i can, phone calls. sms is a guarantee that i'll reply ya..joyce won go missing..=)

i'm gonna whine again..haha..mommy! bring me out to eat nice food!! =)



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raisa
genie
dewei
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