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joyce twenty - one registered nurse and i truly love my job! i love my family and i'm proud to be a chc member, from CJ zone, alice's cg nothing beats living life to its fullest potential More than words.
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Friday, August 29, 2008
time will heal all w0undsfinally! i've finished one week of posting at A&E. taxing one week. esp thurs. but God is good la.. guess what's the taboo. i wanted to blog that, i'm v fortunate. cuz everytime my shift very slack one. nothing much. but its a taboo to say that in A&E. cuz once u make such a comment. almost immediately, crowd will flood in. haha.. but today quite eventful. mornin not so bad, this ultra nice SSN bring us ard to teach us on airway chunk and sign for us. and he's v nice. i'm the only fortunate one in my shift that's given a chance to admit pt into resus and write report independently. i can't say it here. but i met something v v ying xiang shen ke today. ahaha..i think the rest also v ying xiang she ke. i will never forget that sight. daddy mommy. i promise i won do something like this. i can almost imagine mommy's reaction if it happens. wo bu hui hen xing rang ni shang xin Thursday, August 28, 2008
time will heal all w0undsblogging. again..hahaha.. apple strudel for second break, strawberry strudel for dinner..ahahaha.. addicted to strudel. more and more and more and more lol. one more day in ED. quick quick past. ahaha. i'm bored. Tuesday, August 26, 2008
time will heal all w0undshaha..been having the time to blog..cuz i'm on pm shift today n tmr..aaha...BUT..need to do case study lorx! sian.. blog a short entry then go do work le.. aneway..i really like the room 5 doc..he so funny la..never fail to make us laugh.l.really one of those that will talk to students, give chance for us to learn, and entertain us.. jus like when we were in ane ot. super funny. got me, fareed n xingjuan. n another en. my turn to assist ma. then i blur blur one..when givin the lignocaine, not experienced, never open properly..then he super RA. " mab**, ur student first time arx. hole so small, how to go in? first time never tear properly arx? " super A right!! got some other jokes la..the patient in pain i think she also laughin lorx..laugh until i no strength..then i still watch him stitch until so happy, never cut the thread for him.. but he's nice la..at least he will console me when i had to work with so fierce SSN. the other one also v nice..ytd he in room 3, today in room 6. i think he's related to pst cuz they have the same surname! ahaha...those are the 2 nice one la.. but there's one. jus this one who has a face as long as i dunno what..super unfriendly n cranky..but nvm..its only a week and its alrd 2 days down!!! but next 3 days won be nice. esp in thurs n fri..and i'm on AM shift those 2 days..crap.. ok la..gotta do case lo..cuz i'm v v tired too..too long never go for attachment..tiring seh..how is prcp gonna be like??!! Sunday, August 24, 2008
time will heal all w0undsi'm slacking like never before refusing to think about what chengjun said "welcome to the working world" that's scary ok gonna take up new courses gonna learn new things so look out! hahaha Friday, August 22, 2008
time will heal all w0undsEXAMS OVER!!! for al those still surviving thru their papers, jia you!!! ahahahaha..no more lack of sleep, no more "haven flip finish, how arx?" no more guess what will come out..yeah!! ahaha..i sound a little silly..a little to hardworking..but i try ok! i even take lecture notes n walk round the "garden" at marina square tryin v v hard to rmb about demetitis for HS 3033. ahaha..thou i still didn't rmb much.. an overview of how my exams were.. 1) HS 3107 (social psych + socio of family + socio of work) really really thank God. socio of work i only attended one lecture. the 2 tested chapters i dun even recall anything..jus randomly pick some slides n study, and it came out!! for 6m essay..thank God. thankg God for really good memory to rmb the theories n all..i suddenly rmb about dissonance theory when i was jus about to enter the exam hall, then i took my book out to flip, guess what, it came out for essay, 10marks lehx..not kidding..family of socio also not bad, came out on why ppl stay in abusive family..i think out of 4, i did the best for this paper. =) definately thankin mommy for spendin the time to teach me in yr 1 to set my foundation for psych right. she taught me how to relate the theories to myself, the ppl ard me to understand n rmb the theories. *i do bring the highlighters (my reward for doin well in psych in yr 1) whenever i have exams! * 2) HS 3033 this one much harder. hahaha..actually, i dun rmb what came out le..but this module was taugh early..like by june alr finish teachin..studyin for it was tough..cuz cannot really rmb about it..thou ms tong n norian did a good job in teachin la..n the consolidation notes that were given..but i really didn't have time to finish remembering everythin..jus kinda flip thru n do..i cannot even rmb what came out for essay..ahaha..i think it came out in head injury, purpose and counting of swabs n sponge used in OT, and i rmb!!it came out on amputation. and burns i think. i know got 5 SAQ. 3) HS 3106 this one is difficult. other then elderly, everythin eles was hard!! 5 essays, really can do de only one (management of pain in cancer) the others like anyhow lehx..come what neurogenic shock (i know its that shock cuz gor one mcq mus choose is what shock, then got 4 kinda shocks there, jus pick one), elderly abuse (i jus flipped thru that lect n it didn't even talk about management) and one more.. i think its management of PEA..i cannot rmb the last one..i crap thru the management one..i think the last one is management of head injury. but the mcq not bad..got elderly n onco..its the critical care that kills.. 4) HS 3034. disaster! this is the module that i got warnin letter for..never really attended this module, even if i did, i'm either not concentrating, or sleepi, or talkin..ahaha..when come to studyin, even worse..dunno where to start from..the best part, i was there for consolidation lectures, BUT!! the cher give the conso, every lecture is impt...literately u jus have to study everything..like SO helpful right..i try my best alr..4 essays, each one is work 12 / 13 marks lehx! can die one..ping n i were jus talkin about it at the swimming pool area..really, thank God, He brought to my mind this topic on the 5 A of smoking, and power & authority. i was still reciting the 5 As to ping at the swimmin pools area n again to shell before we went in. thank God. it came out for essay..but the other 2 essay quite hard.. came out on preceptorship!! believe it a not, we dun even have lecture on that la! its ICA presentation. even the group that presentated also cannot rmb what they presented. the last one i think it was on BMI. i brought my calculator!! but its the wrong one..i brough the one w/o the authorize sticker..then..cannot use..77 divide by 1.6 times 1.6 . i did my step by step working on..thank God i still rmb my maths..i got the correct answer of 30.07.ahahah...my maths not bad one ok..lol! thank God its over! its time to play! like what mommy say, "go enjoy urself" ahaha..but its attachment on monday..nvm..brandon n i will go gymming..time to lose all the weight i've put on durin the semester...ahah..i wanna lose weight!! for all the carb n rice i've taken..later cannot fit into my clothes le how.. mon gg A&E. the past few time n experiences there is as a visitor, a patient..tis time is as a nurse. a student..i wonder how it'l be like..than God i got sheena with me..ahaha..pray pray pray sheena n i same ward same shifts for PRCP..ahaa..best if after we grad stil can work same ward...i really enjoy workin with her...now that ci-en went over to heart centre..haiyer..one lesser zhi ji to eat tom yum ban mian..ahaha..persuade sheena to eat that with me is v v hard one lorx.. i'm thinkin..what i wanna go durin my holidays.. Saturday, August 16, 2008
time will heal all w0undsjus thought of this song..n decided to listen to it..well..lookin at the lyrics..speaks alot.. 你小心翼翼 牵 我手 其实是担忧 藏 不住我 自尊也投降 活在她之下 我 好傻 你字字句句说 你不爱她 那又是什么 让 你害怕 我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下 我 好傻 不是我 不说就不在意空等候 原来 你没想像中那么爱我 我不懂 该拿什么安慰 我的难受 你的存在让我更寂寞 你寸步不离像天使的她 挥霍我的爱 从不放心上 我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白 该 放开 不是我 不说就不在意空等候 原来 你没想像中那么爱我 我不能再从你的 怀抱 感觉到什么 不爱我 别再说 假装爱 那是撒盐在伤口 啊... 谁说我不在意空等候 原来 你从来都没深刻爱我 我才懂 不是我不心痛 其实是心没了 感受 呜... ... 你没想像中爱我 i never really looked at this lyrics before. i only listened cuz the tune is nice i used to think its like some love song, how one person loved another so much. but lookin at the lyrics, it speaks other wise. to the many out there. people who are still bei qing shuo kun people who are struggling, "should i or should i not?" what's the reason that's keepin you from holding onto the relationship what's the reason that stops you from makin an end? is it really love? or is it that you're afraid? i asked someone, "what is love?" and she answered, " love means unconditional acceptance and perferential treatment" perferential means assuming a real or imagined "choice" between alternatives and the possibility of rank ordering of these alternatives, based on happiness, satisfaction, enjoyment, they provide. it can be seen as a source of motivation. powerful defination..and that person lived it out. upon replyin my question. she've never failed to demostrate that to me. i'm moving onto the next phase of life. i'm growin up. zhang da le, yao xue hui kao zi ji. bu shi mei yi jian shi duo yao you ren bang mang. wo zhi dao ni yi ding hui zai shen pang gu li wo, fu chi wo. maturity comes with independence not jus in the mandane things but in thoughts, actions, decisions. wo hui hao hao guo. Thursday, August 14, 2008
time will heal all w0undsone paper down. not bad la this paper. thou i've only been to ONE cleamus lecture. but his 6 marks at least can do..i jus vomit out whatever i've read thru in the lecure notes. studyin with shen does help a little.. its either the coffee at starbucks, the carrot cake at geylang market, or the sushi at sakae. either one that made me suffer till now. been having uncomfortable pain. somethin like gastric. not so intense, but jus uncomfortable pain that stings. oh well, it might jus be gastrics. pain until cannot sleep..been having this "nausea effect" the whole day. purposely finish paper early, faster shade cuz i really wanted to puke alr. regretted not droppin by to buy sweets n bring in.. came back, slept a while. still havin the pain n the stupid nausea effect..pls pls pls..this is not the time to fall sick..not now..at least after the aust study trip. God, preserve me thru. how..i wanna go for mornin pm tmr. alr quite disappointed in myself that this mornin never go lehx..argh!! dun care..i'll sleep at 10 tonight. aha. 3 more papers to go, 6 more books to study. that's alot. alot. one HS 3033 can kill alr. still got geron, onco, critical care, community health, management.how..best part. consolidation ecture for community health n management. ALL IS IMPT. what kind of consolidation lorx..like that isn't it the same as all also mus study? other than anti-ematics, any other way to crub the nausea. its killin me.. Sunday, August 10, 2008
time will heal all w0undsoh wells..how can i miss up in picture updates?! my FYP. haha..i think the cutest is those powerpuffs la..but still..its our hard work ok..  the sense n sexuality CD by ping..thanks alot..thanks for sharing my burden n volunteering to help me do up the CD. to the extend the CD cover was designed by her!!  and yes..this book was done by me..from the binding of the book, to the printin n pasting of those life testimonies inside...turmoil sorting those testimonies out ok! for someone who has poor english.. and yes! these cakes made me happy..but..i didn't eat.. cute eh?!  hah! "da jia hao! wo men shi DAN SHEN GUI ZU! " lol.. from left to right. me, michelle, ping, huizhen, ni yuan..we were at NUH mass causualty..lol..abit late to post it now thou..i wonder when's the next photo updates.. Friday, August 08, 2008
time will heal all w0undstoday marks the last day of school. poly life. ahah. no more -8am tutorials -8am clinical labs -ICA presentations -tutorial assignments -theory tests -library meetings -printing notes in RBC -burning time at CMS -3h breaks at AMK hub -runnin away frm LJT -tappin of lanyard -"tie ur hair n wear ur lanyard -sleepin during lectures -brainstormin what to eat durin break -group meetin at pasir ris lib on sun 1pm -scary clinical skill competency exam -slackin in LT waitin for lect to start -bargainin for cher to release us earlier -singing songs along the alles while waitin for lab/tutorial oh wells, guess i'll miss poly life a little thou. well, my next target. Bachelor of Nursing (Post-Registration) - Part-time/Full-time awarded by The University of Sydney and accredited by Singapore Nursing Board i'll save, and save, and save. cuz....est. sch fees is 24k. how on earth to pay 24k man?! oh wells, but its written Admission Criteria Applicants for admission as candidates for the Bachelor of Nursing (Post-registration) shall hold : Diploma in Nursing from Nanyang Polytechnic or Ngee Ann Polytechnic Singapore or an approved institution or Certificate in Nursing from the Singapore School of Nursing or its equivalent and have a minimum of 12 months' clinical nursing practice be employed as a registered nurse in an appropriate professional working environment acceptable to the University so i have min 12 month to save that 24k..i wonder how..i dowan to wait til i'm old then study.. still my target. to be a lecturer by 24yrs old.. =) Sunday, August 03, 2008
time will heal all w0undsabit belated but..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENGJUN! thank you thank you. thank you for lookin out for me, for my safety all the time. you're much appreciated. the rest, its in the magazine. hah. 2 days of FOP kills man..going FOP, rushin back to sleep n wake up early mornin to fix the silly office to get my ICA done. thank God, its the last ICA. finally! 9 more days of sch 5 sch days 4 exam days mon - ICA presentation tue - OT breifing wed - lab + nursing proj product presentation thurs - lab + wee+abdy conso lectures + class celebration fri - lab joyce, you've got to start studying soon! hahahahahahahahahaha.. alright. i'm gonna post my exam dates here, so u guys can keep me in prayer! Name : NI HUIMIN, JOYCE Course : DIPLOMA IN NURSING (HSDF01) Examination Timetable - Academic Year 2008/2009 Semester 1 14-AUG-08 (THU) 12:30PM - 02:30PM HS3107 BEHAVIOURAL SCIENCE 3 G.221 (Z1) 138 19-AUG-08 (TUE) 09:00AM - 11:00AM HS3033 NURSING SCIENCE IIIB G.221 (Z1) 137 20-AUG-08 (WED) 09:00AM - 11:00AM HS3106 NURSING SCIENCE 3A G.221 (Z2) 136 21-AUG-08 (THU) 12:30PM - 02:30PM HS3034 NURSING SCIENCE IIIC G.221 (Z2) 137 oh wells..i dun quite feel the heat thou ppl ard me are studyin alr. hah. joyce, joyce, be more urgent about your studies lehx!!! i feel stuck in my system man..like got blocked nose..throat also stuck stuck...argh! not exactly a nice feelin.. n i almost killed myself with chocolates. hah! |
Goodbye.
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