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Friday, June 19, 2009
taking time out to blog a little.i realised. i'm NOT THE ONLY ONE who gets emotional during work, i'm not the only one that has soft spots and gets sensitives on certain issues. 6th week into ANE. getting used to the life there, the routine, the workload, the extremes breakhours. just imagine. lunch at 10am, (if its 7-2.30) dinner at 3pm, (if its 2-9.30). who else has got ths kinda timing??! but then again. i know its tough up there in the ward too. esp now when we are in the mist of H1N1. with the de-con of TTSH, its gonna get worse. the outdoor extention for suspected H1N1 is ready, in use. being the only hospital in the east, naturally we take in ALL the cases in the east. and north east too. more work, more ot, more money = no life. it has been work, work n more work. i feel comforted when i know people believe my innocence without me having to explain myself. people do have eyes to see. it doesnt bother me even if u dun acknowledge my presence. cause i don't need it. i have what u obviously don't possess. HR skills. i am tired. how come my off day doesnt seem to come.. =(( Sunday, June 14, 2009
alrights. its the end of week 5 in ED.starting my M, A shifts next week, no more D! yay!! worth the celebration man. but at the same time, its time to start training up man. Mr Koh registered me to rn 5.4 cross country! sian. and M.M is not running! =(( then again. can't blame her. good n bad. ED had been alright so far other than that one episode this week that made me broke down. quite bad la. i really, tolerated, swallowed my tears into my stomach, until sister finished talkin, i walked back to OBS n started tearing at one corner. good thing, ppl do care. happen that the people there at that time were all the seniors, n thank God for favour. they really cared for me, feel the injustice n fought for me to work with the seniors rather than with her. to me, i dowan to mention about it, n i chose not to tell anyone about it. its only when they asked that i said. but news spead fast man. i was on D that day, the following mornin when i came, like half the ED knows about it. ppl come to show concern, asked if i'm alright. i think i made the right decision in controlling my temper. because i chose to control my temper, n let it go, it reflected well on myself, n it reflected even worse on her. its so interesting how i meet familier people! like wendy, like shazana, they are my seniors! same sec sch! n we ended up being colleagues. n, making friends with doctors are right! i no longer have to see GP to get meds for my migraine, just ask the MO to autograph for me! hahaha. opps. and yes, that wierdo. haiya, for goodness sake. if u are really interested in me, come up to tell me n ask for my number personally. don go round askin my seniors to help u when i don even know which one is you. don expect me to stare at nametag n find out who u are. i don have the time n mood to do so, because my patient's life is more impt than finding out who u are. alrights? =) i've been eating lesser. n lesser. partially work related. haix. even matt says i need to eat more! gonna discipline myself to at least drink milo before M shift! my eating hours are wierd la. lunch at 10am, dinner at 4pm. how seh. neither here nor there. n im sick of the hosp food. sometimes i wish someone would just deliver me home cooked food. =(( just simple porriage with egg also can. Monday, June 01, 2009
its 3 weeks into ANE. this is the 4th.2 more weeks of day shift. i hate day shift. takes up my entire day! functioning better, faster. getting a hang of it. in an environment like that. i am FORCED to be a fast learner. picking up things quickly, moving faster, being more sensitive in my hearing, more vigillant about changes. and of course, learning more drugs than ever before. some are nice, some just teach in a tougher way. politics, i'll stay out of it. doctors, some talk rubbish all the time, some treat u lik eone of them (caus they are new n often need ur help too! ) yet some, are just training me to be a better person, person of more tolerance in a tougher manner. the toughest thing for me? death. emotionally, it gets a little too overwhelming, esp when the deceased is a loved one of someone i know. like today. its one of my fellow cohort colleague's uncle, and also my ex-classmate's dad. another thing. working with people that doesnt respect this profession. i guessed many were shocked at my outburst. esp the SSNs. they thought i will never raise my voice! then again, to them, i'm a soft spoken, person of not many words. i have no idea why. i think NC Mayuree felt my frustration. she took her on one-to-one tution that afternoon. teach her how to do basics and at least familarize her a little more. that was the day the SSNs were looking at me, smiling smiling n then burst out into laughter. even the senior consultant got a shock, he peeped in. tolerance. i need to have more tolerance. aiming for confirmation within 3months. its comin to the end of the first month. almost completing the orientation checklist. i wonder if she started on it alr. the only thing i noticed is she's v v enthuestic n concerned about keying in her temperature everyday. ahahaha. graduation updates! HUIPING AND ME!  my buddy for 3yrs! ahaha. the one the never fails to psycho me to buy things! yeah, n the one that will 带头. very often, of the 3, she's the one that leads. i really enjoy working with u la. you always know what i wan in projects! haha. chill out at ur "fav place" soon k?MICHELLE AND ME!  michelle! the one that updates me with the latest 偶像剧 and songs! we really had much fun together in poly. of the 3, i guess she's the fastest in following up on taiwanese entertainment! really enjoyed the late night supper at ur hse downstairs, and having steamboat at ur place! =)NI YUAN AND ME!  ah yuan! the only person i've met since kindergarden that shares the same surename as me exactly the same somemore. ahah.. but we're qite different la. she's quieter in character, unlike me. ahahah! but she's a good fun to be with! rmb our 单身贵族! CI EN AND ME!  i miss working with u la! ci en has been my attachment buddy since yr one leh. only got closer to her when i celebrated her birthday. i have no idea why i agreed to join in the celebration bt i'm glad i did! i'll never forget how you got locked in ut hse n we actualy chit chat at ur gate, with u inside n me outside! and of course, the days at IMH! i still see rabbit around. crap. XINGJUAN AND ME!  only really talked to her during the ANE posting, cause we 2 one team ma. dun talk to her then v bored alr. never thought we can click. ahah. she has a wierd group of friends. #1 wierdo :shawn. that one is extreme. i will always remember u eating 大包 in the lecture hall. and forever playing mahjong even thou its AM the next day! i will visit u in WD 48 often! ahaha.ESTHER AND ME!  another one that attachment since yr one. but hardly same shift. surprised that we will go taiwan together, n the wierd habits u have. like only taking 15seconds to go toilet. and the "i dunno why i wil fall down" seriously, accident prone one. this is 名副其是, a classic example of 人小小，力气非凡! ZHENCHAI AND ME!
ah chai! guess because he's one of the 2 guys in the entire changi cohort. famous seh. but i won deny, he is good in his work. but another one, full of rubbish. super funny one. 辛苦你了, always kena bullied by us. haahaha. but i would say. he's a good guy. one of those i see that wil volunteer to help the girls, even to buy food, willingly.
CHENGJUN, ALICE AND ME!
thank you for coming. you've seen me through my 3yrs in polytechnic, always encouraging me to strive for better grades. always praying for me during examination period. the next 3yrs wil be better than this!
and of course, SHEENA! we belonged to different graduation sessions. wanted to take picture with u, but u left so early! sheena is my best buddy at work! sinc eyr one, always same shift, same ward. even to same team. we have incrediable 默契 at work. to the extend our patients collaspe at the same time! let's have another round of "korean drama syndrome" date soon k? i'll visit u often in MICU. |
Goodbye.
michdaph huiying nanny raisa genie dewei denny victoria ci en xingjuan |
