watched eat, pray, love last night with geraldine and wendy..

i need tatuk now..

in desperation.
understanding the story of the boy who cried wolf.

now that i really need you
i really need help
and yet i cant see or find you

is it going to end just like that?

i really need you. God, if really, i can have one present, one wish for my 21st birthday, i wan reconcilation with the both of them. i wan our friendships to be restored. please God..